Monday, December 29, 2008


sum finally arrived Kuching..=) like i said.. i missed u=)it feels sooooo gud to see each other again..=)

dats all..xoxo=)


Monday, December 22, 2008

im done^^

im done watching korean drama..

title: Witch Yoo Hee

it's quite interesting but the story line is as usual..sign this n that my housekeeper a.k.a fake boyfriend..finally they fall in love with each other like i love really i love u too..over come all the obstacles...bla bla bla..n finally they live happily ever after..this is soooo wat ppl called cliche'...much much similar like my girl n full house except the fact that this story includes not only cinta 3 segi like korean drama always involves some kind of like 5 to 6 segi..which me myself..can barely count it anymore..well shud i count?NEXT TIME PERHAPS..=)
they are sooo cuttee=)

till then..xoxo

Saturday, December 20, 2008


thinking of a dress..i went to the spring to search for was very hard though..sigh..but i manage to found one=) happy...these are some of the picturesssssss..lots of stuff happened..i spent most of the time searching for oden's outfit..ish..bencikkkk!!!!!im fasting i decided to wear bj kurung..soo here it goeeesssss shoopppiinngggg...=)

cis blom ready..=))hahah dlm ketaaa..lens cant fit for two

padini authentics..nothing fit me here..huhu

fitting room..try2 baju..haha

i just love this picture hahah

pink pink

after that, both of us went to sushi bukak puasa..sodap2 tapau jak la..sori mum n dad dunno that u guys x prefer to eat sushi..hehe=)

same pose hahah
cis ahaha

some of it..some da dlm perut=))
i love..=)

Thursday, December 18, 2008

it's been raining for days..sigh..but luckily yesterday morning we manage to make full use of the sun to stroll along the beach..ey yesterday..ey???not sure=)hahha enjoy the picture=))

bnyk lagi..tak larat mo upload..tak pndai upload bnyk2...fesbukk!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

i love this=) little big planet..

Im so in love wit this game..the character is soooooooo cute..blom master sngt la..tutorial mode..hahah o hazirah join me join me on9..bole main smpai 4 org..

In LittleBigPlanet Players meet on a blue and green planet scattered with individual plots – and use their character's amazing abilities to play, create and share what they build with other gamers throughout the world via the Playstation Network. The LittleBigPlanet experience starts with players learning about their character’s powers to interact physically with the environment. There are places to explore, creative resources to collect and puzzles to solve – all requiring a combination of brains and collaborative teamwork. As soon as players begin their creative skills will grow and they will soon be ready to start creating and modifying their surroundings – the first step to sharing them with the whole community.Characters have the power to move anything in this glued and stitched-together 3D landscape; they have the power to design, shape and build both objects and entire locations for others to view and play. There’s no complicated level editor; all of these skills can be learned by simply playing the game. Creativity is part of the gameplay experience and playing is part of the creative experience. Players can make their world as open or as secretive to explore as they like. When it’s ready, they can invite anyone within the LittleBigPlanet community to come and explore their patch – or can go and explore everybody else's. [SCEA]

PUBLISHER: Sony Computer Entertainment
DEVELOPER: Media Molecule
GENRE(S): Action
ESRB RATING: E (Everyone)
RELEASE DATE: October 28, 2008

Sunday, December 14, 2008

hibernating + rain + cold = SLEEP ALL DAY LONG

it's raining outside..i feel like hibernating all dayyy longg which in fact i did..=)haha..

sleepyy..zzzzzz..till then xoxo..

i've been searching for a suitable pictures..n i like the picture below..cuttteeee...^___^ seronott!!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

a place called here...

can i still b me?the way i am? well..this time i shud say NO!..

Curtin. This is it. The place where i strted to learn more about Islam. I joined usrah i joined CIS(Curtin Islamic Society). I've heard a lot about what the do's n don t's that i must obey.. I followed ppl pkai hijab everything..tutup aurat which is a must in Islam(im wrking on it)..modesty in Islam. where u shud do more on this n do less on those. well i shud say lots of thanks to all the seniors that lead all my way through my surviving life in Curtin..not only the classmate as well..lots of thanks..=) For any mistakes that i've done before this..lots n lots of improving myself.. n never ever feel hesitate to tegur me sometimes..u r most welcome to do that.. Tq kak quin n tq to all my usrah member..=)

Islam is a unique way of life..n it's my way of life=)

we r us~=)

faiz jz got her license apalagi..vroooommm...i want to drive..i want the freedom to drive..*hint hint..mum!!! dad!!ur daughter is desperately in need of driving license..!!!plzz oo plzz..

mom dad: NO! wat for? u're still young.. =_='
deklin: oh come 18..
mom dad: NO! dats it..we're done!
deklin: ohh yyyyyyyyyyy??????


oh ya~~we're certainly having sooo much fun today..but it's not going as what we've planned swimming n kayaking..postponed to nex week..=)

here are some of the pictures for today=)

duduk atas meriam besi..haha..stop wondering bout this place..we're jz out of our mind today haha

appreciate this err vase?haha..


haha sum: don feel sad..we planned smthing for u..cant wait!!!

lazy to post more picture..for more picture..FACEBOOK!!!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

stay as u may..leave as u please

much much more clearer now..=)

stay as u may..leave as u please..
down you lay to the middle east..
together we play enjoy the feast..
for the memories we pay out of the list..

for all the mistake i certainly admit
for god sake please forget it
a box of cake i will submit
jz to take things out of it..

i love u the most n that is true,
the love that cost millions of clue,
nothing beats the coast nothing beats the rainbow's hue
family be the host friends be the glue..

DOT's copyright..=)


nyums nyums..strawberry toast..oh soooo full..strawberry is loveeee=)

this is interesting..=) im hungry again..hihik


i saw this in one of the website..n it's quite interesting..


circumstances less than ideal...

it's sooo late n im still awake..okayy~it is sooo going to be a bad habit..when u sleep late..u will wake up late..n everything is late for u..late for bath late for work late for ur breakfast..n most probably..u will be lazy..ur mind is not working..well ur mind will deteriorate soon..believe it?wanna give a shot?be my guest..~

errm..lepaking wit azah n her abg..i noe it's kinda awkward to have a conversation wit ur bestfriend together wit her brother..well bg mat!!take getting used to it!=)teehee~~joke2..luv u guys..xoxo..

jz finished my cnversation wit nazri..we talked about..err nothing?haha..smthing to do wit cheat code, game, result, activities, work, mrsm, kwn2, exkolejian..well dat is a lot!!haha..kalo ckp wit nazri..never out of topic..u can stand all day long..hahah..nazri..xoxo

thinking bout a poem..will post it..sooner or later..=)xoxo..

Sunday, December 7, 2008

well, lots of things happened lately that i didnt even feel like sharing..cant deny the fact that it keeps on haunting me days n nite..i jz err i feel guilty..well frget bout it..if u read this..i jz want to say sorry..

well life must go on rite..

today i manage to survive my 3-hour-journey from seri word!!boring!it was sooo tiring+boring+no signal+no coverage=SLEEP!!!^___^

i tot my result is out..but it's's 2 o'clock..cant wait!!!

oh ya..this friday is happy day out..faiz..come on..we reli need u!!!haha..da dpt lesen..rasmi kan la..=))haha i want to go kayaking..swimming at damai puri!!!yay~come on come on..~=))
hazirah hazirah pujok faiz..yot blanja oii!! sumaiyah~we did plan smthing..for u..cant wait for u to come back here..=))we miss u~~=)

Selamat hari raya aidil adha..

one word..hectic..dats it..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all...(maaf zahir batin..saya bnyk wat salah=P)

tada...=)jz foe u=)

Friday, December 5, 2008


im so nervous...=( wat shud i do..pray for me kwn2..

may god bless u n i love u wit all my heart..xoxo

Thursday, December 4, 2008

greatest sleepoverr!!!=)

well im home again..haha thanks was a great sleepover..well lots of stuff remains secrets..shhh ^___^ r some of the greatest sleepovers' checklist^^

1) Your coolest PJs
p/S:Pink is always the best!!=)

2) Your cosy sleeping beg n pillow

3) Your softest and cuddliest toy^_____^

4) Book of short stories


5) Fave dance the night away=)

6) Torch for midnight feasts..
TOOTHBRUSH..don frget it this time!!!=)nway the bestrestessessesss..part is watching muveeessss...

watching dvds together at home can be jz as much fun,though, and it's cool to have sleepovers and stay up late watching the ultimate animated adventure or romantic comedy..=)

last but not least..Solat jgn lupa=)the most imprtant thing..

Monday, December 1, 2008

ohh~~come on..get a lifee!!!

can u plz like stop using my laptop coz it annoyed me like a lot!!!(oden read thiss)

oden started to bring all of his friends to this house n strted to play DOTA till dawn..actually i don care like this much..but then..they are playing using my laptop...back off!!!it's mine n it will always be mine!!!bring ur own laptop if u want to play OK?or else i beat u guyss!!!!

Accordin to someone-i-cant-recall DOTA stands for Dunia Orang Tanpa Awek.. dis made me laugh soooo harrdddd..haha

Friday, November 28, 2008


DUE TO THE WORST ENGLISH EVER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD..i decided to learn it from my dad.. Give a big hand to CIKGU SAHARI=)

Lesson 1 begin....
DAD says to be good in english, you should know the let's start with the basic.. =_='The picture above is for illustration purposes only..haha my dad is waaayyyy handsome than that plus my dad wouldn't teach me ABC? dad would you?erk..=_='

eP2..back to the lesson:)
DAD: do u noe when are we supposed to use is / are..
DEKLIN: dad..i ju..
DAD: no wait..let we finish this..
DEKLIN: wouldn't it suppo..
DAD: Do u noe how to differentiate between singular n plural..
DEKLIN: S.i.g.h
Suddenly, dad's phone rang..(oh thank god)
***that marks the end of our lesson..teehee~
i noe it sounds sooo wrong(Shaari.N 2008)but then..i jz hate english..ohhh seriously i doo!!!!haihh..

nway dad jz manage to end up his introduction..i tot he wanna teach me all those basics..!!!!hahah silly me..i was about to tell my dad.."pak, ur anak grown up already..let say from now on we can jz frget bout this so-called lessons thingy..coz i found smething more interesting than this..let we start on reading instead..well at least i've succumbed to the drag of teenage obsession..

last but certainly not!!congrats..u jz earn urself an award..taadaa!!

BEST TEACHER AWARD with love xoxo

Thursday, November 27, 2008

mom?did i?

the conversation goes like this~

MOM: Y so silent?deklin must b sleeping..

err okayyyy..

mintak maaf kepada semua yang telah mengharungi kebisingan saya semasa saya bersama anda semua:))


Wednesday, November 26, 2008


i feel so sad coz i woke up quite late..huhu..abis da satu hari!!!=((

ey i went to the hospital again..tq Ajmal Asraff..u jz save the day=)

credits goes to ajmal for driving me to the hospital:)

FYI..this is Ajmal..LOL

Accessed 27 November

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

stay wit me plz...

i went to the hospital..

i've seen to much that makes me wonder how lucky i am to be here now n still writing my blog indeed..s.i.g.h.

i went to the intensive care unit..i saw lots of wire connected to lots of syringe all over a body wit dopamine, adrenaline, morphine, sodium chloride n many things that i cant recall..not to mention bout the blood bag, the blood stain on the blanket and the iodine stains on the scares me. it scares me like a lot.

i've seen a family praying with full of hope outside the intensive care unit(ICU) wit tears running down their red cheeks, i've seen a man shouting out loud when his wife passed away, i've seen the face of the innocent children who actually did not understand what really happened at that time..i've seen a couple of young parents crying over their baby..i juz..s.i.g.h it's jz too much..

frgt to mention..i went there to visit firdaus's mum..firdaus's mum just fine.. Alhamdulillah..
mumu no need to worry too much..!!ur mum jz fine!!OK?all she need is u to come back here..i noe u cant..but can u jz come back here for like 2 days..u dont have class for saturday n sunday rite?i've tried to text u n say this but i jz cant.. im so sorry..

i care because i've been in exactly the same situation as yours last year..i really2 want to clear this thing out of my mind but i jz cant do it..seeing ur mother lying down on the same bed as my father last year really made me cry..

recall back: June 2007
im sitting for my English in Science n Technology(EST) Trial Exam. I called my dad to pick me up at school around 1 o'clock..then i told him that i really want the "spiderman" ice cream coz sumaiyah has been talking bout that ice cream like all day long..then my dad agree to bring me out for ice cream..we shared our ice cream. we arrived home around 2 p.m. then i went to my room to dad seems tired n went to sleep in his own room..after a while i heard my eldest brother shouted out loud calling my mum..i woke up n open the door to see what's really happening..all i see my dad lying down on the floor breathless..i was so dad jz collapsed. i saw my mum tried to do the so-called CPR thingy..n hit on my father's chest..i saw my 'abg' holding my dad..i saw oden standing silently..i jz cried n grabbed my phone to call the took me 5 minute to call but i jz cant get through..n all of a sudden my dad cough..n open his small eyes..after a while of relieved, we decided to bring dad to the nearest clinic coz what we tot was my dad jz experience hypoglycaemia(low blood glucose)..but everything change when we arrived the hospital as we've been told that my dad had a heart attack actually. luckily that we brought him early to the hospital coz my dad keeps on avoiding the idea of going to the hospital..n this is one thing that really irritates me!!to all orang2 tua out there n hu is going to be the 'orang2 tua' as well..plz n plz..let the doctor examine u..they noe what's the best for u!!!im not being rude but try to understand wat i am trying to deliver now!!OK?=_='(dad read thiss!!!!) my dad was admitted. all i know was the doctor trying their best to make a new path for the circulation of blood..coz the original path are said to be blocked. im scared, shocked, panicked, sad, upset n im hurt. i didnt even attend my trial exam last year..

n this is wat happened today.visiting firdaus's mum really brings all the memories back to me. the memory that ppl can see but they cant feel it. the memory that really2 made me scared to live in this world..


i've tried to accept birth and death but i still worry bout wat lies between..s.i.g.h

excuse my imperfection..ignore the mistakes of my grammar..

last but certainly not least, plz n plz pray for me..=)may god bless u n i love u wit all my heart!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

alhamdulillah~back in kuching ^____^

im so glad to be back in kuching..except wit the fact that all of my frens are struggling for their new semester..s.i.g.h Curtin is waaayyy's summer holiday n i'll be here for 3 months..hohoho...

feel sorry for u guys=)

i missed u~~

well many things happen since i last update my blog..

i had my worst week ever last week..i've been spending my days wit books n memorising some facts..n not to frgt..wit some food..=P i've spent my last day of exam stayed in NSA(new study area) n i ended up sleeping on the cmfrtable chair until 5.30 a.m. crazy rite..i was supposed stdying for my proggramming some of my seniors(u noe hu u r..hehehe) said the exam will be very simple.. n u noe wat..i didnt even manage to answer all the long question..wit a total of 35 marks..not included wit the some short question which made me cry..all i wan is to pass my programming n will try harder for the next semester..i swear i will=)

nway~..plz and plz pray for my success..god bless u =) n i love u wit all my heart!!=)

Friday, October 24, 2008

oo happy day~=)

oo happy day...deklindot is singing damdudimdumddadadamm=))

Sunday, October 19, 2008


im trying my best to finish my WRS essay=)

wish me luck


Saturday, October 18, 2008


im so bored..err

Thursday, October 16, 2008

im tired~

im seriously tired of being blamed..

as if u noe d real story..things wouldn happened this way~or that way..or such way..fine watever suits u~

i don like it here..i mean here.. curtin..
but..err smtimes..i feel soo lucky to b here..^_^ cant deny the fact that i lovee all my frens heree=)

(222222222222222222)----> ok dat's amat..he wrote dat..kinda crazy reli in need to gain weight=)hohoho..sory amat..

ey..wat am i doing now..

things to do..

1) Phy report
2) Msian studies report
3) Programming c++ project(30 marks)
4) WRS cause and effect essay (30 marks)
5) Eng maths tutorial..
6) final exam is coming soon..wat shud i doo!!!!

nerdynerd mode~ -_-

weekkk!!! (hugss**)xoxo

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

i dunno y

reading others blog..reli inspired me to update u pity blog..n i dunno y is dat so..

err..currently in g2 103..

still working on my wrs essay..waaaa..

i don like assignmentssss

seriously it doesnt help at all...

n so do homework..jz a waste of time

ey gotta go..

mo mkn..

**runs* still slower than najwa..teehee


argh..i hate this..last nite got so many work to do..then i have no time for my eng maths's 5 internal for me..that can helps a lotttt~~

thinking bout quiz..y am i writing a blog instead of studying???crazy..woo..

imitating Najwa... *Runs*(of coz slower than u la najwa)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

it's been long~'s been like monthsssss that i didnt even manage to update u pity blog..but now im here for u..don worry=p

hehehe.. in the ict lab.. n i have no idea wat am i doing rite now..
First i've been thinking bout the Programming C++ project, then WRS thingy which i have to do the research..waaaaaaa, then Physics Lab then Chemistry Lab, then got quiz tmorrow for engineering mathss..and and and then and then got msian studies report and presentation dead..i am reli deaaaadddd!!! can i cope life like this....
Ya Allah ya tuhanku..berikanlah kekuataaann kepada diriku ini^___^

pS:i've been improving my english since yearss..but nothing chnge..err..don care!weekk!!>:P

ey2..gtg.. *HUGS*

Sunday, September 7, 2008

well.that was then?

everybody keeps on asking wat da hell is the doctor of happiness=D
previously, i was so interested in medicine..n since the jpa send me to a faraway land..i guess that marks the end of my dream..well being a geologist is not bad though!!;P
although im a geologist(to be!!), still a doctor wannabe=Pcrazyy...i have no idea bout wat am i talking about...nmind..that is y call me doctor of happiness;Pppp

concentrate to today..Sunday!! relaxing mode=surfing chatting n sms-ing;since it's bulan puasa no eating2 session yaa~~=P

today we r going to cook together for "sungkai" hehe..break the fast at 5716..msak tomyam..kak quinn sponsor:Phooho.. hope everything's fine today:D

Saturday, September 6, 2008

it's 10.28 a.m

bo lpas mandi..waaa bgun lewat..xsmpat shur sumaaaa...ieeeyyy

i live like today is my last...
enjoy every single moment!~

waiting for miracle...

Friday, September 5, 2008

it's Friday..

pejam celik pejam celik da ari jumaat..arr im blogging in bm n it's quite fun though..=P
hurm..there are so many things happen in diz week..start from my physic's quiz n then my e-maths quiz..arr..nex week is my mid term for chemistry..wish me luck dude!!=)

im done wit everything i n feel like blogging rite now..seriously i have nothing to say but i wan to write smthing in here..err..waaaaa.di hati ini sapa yang tahu..

currently listening to Sogyuma Acacia-Hello..sad song..reli suits the condition im in now..
i dunno wat to say..did i do anything wrong?god help me..cant bear this's my 2nd month in curtin.i hate to say diz..but it's reality..oh my kwn2!!!i reli2 miss u one can ever replaced u guys..

Everything happened for a greater reason..god is planning smthing for me..
i believed that...

reli miss those moments in high school...

reli miss the way u guys make me laugh..

reli miss the time we spend together...

reli miss those smiles..

reli miss ur faces..

reli miss those "noisineeesss" smpai kene mrah!!crazy!!

arrrrrrr........wat else?

for those hu might get hurts wit my silly attitude, im so sorry..
n if i dont..i feel sorry!no further question..

jadikan hari2 yang mendatang penuh dgn kegembiraan dan ketenangan di dlm hati ini..

Wednesday, August 20, 2008


im strted to like curtin..
this is some of pictures that i captured=) enjoy=P

ingin nak naik tangga ni..=)

Curtin Library

dats all..nnti tgk lagi=P


today is 20.08.2008=)

such a special usual i woke up at 8.30..ding still class start at i jz lying down on my bed n sms-ing until 9..after dat i went to the bathroom n take fasting today so i didnt take my breakfast..waaa..then i put on my bj kurong..still in relax taking the 1030 bus..when im arrived at Curtin..i called nazri coz i dunno where's the class..but nazri jz hang up my started to i remembered my msian studies started at 12..n shud be an hour gap before that..waaaaaa im late to my class.n even worse i missed the class dz morning..i didnt do it on purpose..common la..but im not alone,yinnxi late to class as well..hikhik..=P so funny..

im sorry teacher..i tot the class start at 11..i jz manage to read the summary..but im sooo blur..i don noe wat is dat..but i'll try to read later..=)

im still working on my u can blame me for any error or any mistake..


Thursday, August 7, 2008

this is my third week life become much2 more better now..i made frens n i can get along wit my house mate..I luv u guys..likeeee

thisss mucchhh.......

i luv my class..
i luv my frens..
i luv my lecturers..

n most probably i luv my family LIKE SOOOOOOO MUUUUCCCHHHH...


Thursday, July 24, 2008

im now in MIRI!!

well here i in miri..n im strting to miss kuching sooooo badly..huhu..
i live at Curtin Village..well it's juz OK..except wit the fact that there are so many thieves in this of my fren's had been robbed that day..the robber bring a knife n there is nothing she can do at dat time..n she jz run away from her room..well the robber managed to take lptop n handphone n etc. Alhamdulillah she's jz fine..n there is no one hurts in such situation..She called the police at 4.30 a.m. n guess wat..the police managed to arrived at 8.30a.m. well thnks for dat!!I hope everyone will b jz fine after this..i hope Curtin can provide smthing dat can prevent the thieves to come in this area..

So back to my life in Miri..we had jz finished our 0-Week..and it was sooooo fun..
i love the detective games i love the product performances, i love the groups' cheer, i love all the SOAR Advisor for being sooooo helpfull..n i love everything during 0-week=) Luv ya...

Well,FYI,our group's cheer is like this.


Curbie curbie move ahead(ahead ahead ahead ahead)aum
Curbie curbie leap ahead(ahead ahead ahead ahead)aum
Goooooooooo curbie!!!!
hikhik..i love it!!seriously i do!!

Our group's name is Curbie coz it stands For Curtin Newbie,,CURBIE, dats it!!=)

Let me hear your Curtin Clap!!dumdumdum dum dum dum..hooooo..
dis is Curtin's cheer!!! Full of spirit..!!

well im kinda sleepy rite see u guys soon!!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

truth really hurts..isnt it?

well first u don noe me..second u don noe me..dats it..

see i cant reli reveal the real me..since im living in this such so called fantasy running away from the reality..dats the truth..well truth reli hurts..

i had to lie to everyone n even worst im lying to myself..well truth reli hurts..

no offense..i look better in pictures..n don b shocked to see me stnding in front of u..well truth reli hurts..

i look hepi at d outside..but no one knows wat am i thinking..well truth reli hurts..

when i say yes..which actually means no..i cant even chnge dat..well truth reli hurts..

i can't even say to someone i loved dat i love u..which in fact the truth is im soo deeply n truly in love wit u..well truths reli hurts..

when i tell u dat i hate u more than anything in this world..i didnt reli mean it..becoz i cant..i cant hate u..well truth reli hurts..

when i tell u dat plz leave me..which in fact d truth is all i want is u to stay by my side forever..well truth reli hurts..

i cant even say d truth..n dats y truth reli

Sunday, July 13, 2008

ColourS~or colors~?=)

Colours=) Talking bout colours..everybody has their own favourite colour(s)..well if u dont u shud pick one..=)

Well,basically they are only 3 colours which are blue yellow n red.I learned this during our art class 2004..Theorotically mixing this colours will produce another color..for instance mixing yellow n blue wit t correct proportion will produce green colour..=)try to relate this in our daily routine..well by mixing diz n dat will produce smthing great..well u shud b moderate in everything..coz if u try to mix all the colours colour will b produced..BEWARE!!oops..b4 i favourite colour is PINK!!
it's cute rite!!=)

my life is so colourful becoz i blend the clours in it!!me likey..
besides that rainbow makes me happy..=)

everything has to b colourful around me..n dats it!!the end

Friday, July 11, 2008


one day i caught myself smiling for no reason..then i realized i was thinking of u!!..=)
cherish every moment together..
fill ur life wit laughter n joy..
enjoy ur life to d fullest not because life is short..cliche**(SPELL?)it is jz becoz dat life is so live!!=) (merepek hahah)