ever think what had happened in the past?how many people u met each day?how many people you greet each day? how many friends u made each day?n how many would rather stay with you..n how many would prefer to leave?
stay as u may n leave as u please...
ever think how u spent each day with that particular person and now you are ignoring each other..perhaps smiling to each other politely?the awkward feeling is on the top isnt it? remembering those good old days...i just sigh...can we not grow apart?(Zureen 2009)
We used to chit chat till dawn...sharing each other problems...etc. Here, in Miri i've met soo many friends..but the thing is?are we really friends?i hope so...
are we friends..only on the phone?
are we friends..only on the net,facebook,etc...
are we friends..only in campus?
are we friends..only in dreams?
are we actually pretending to be friends because it would be inconvenient not to..?
i miss those days :( can someone bring me back to that time? where we used to study with each other?laugh till we had to cry...unaccepted jokes..i remember when we had this running joke n we kept on repeating it..(zureen aiman jiha mera) n last smester bermati matian buat assignment kat ICT lab...spending time in NSA for our final exam..smpai kol 5 pagi..sharing each other knowledge?went to town together?sepak each other...weird ways of greetings..janji jumpa kat dpn surau..kat cafe smstinya jadi satu pilihan untuk berinteraksi antara satu sama lain.. .reserve tmpat dlm bas...lari2 kejar bas(wpun slow k)n lots n lots of them...
n now things happend in such a way..but with different people..time mcm ni..ppl from the past jumpa2 mcm strangers..we smiled at each other..say hi..jgak..sometimes tanya apa khabar jgak..how's life lately..kadang2 lepak2 jgak p mkn sama2...mseh gelak2 jgak..but that's it..padahal..dl bkn main lagi..im not talking about one person here..but ppl that appear in my past but not the present...and skrg ppl yang dl takla rapat sngt..dl hi mcmtu jer..mmg a total stranger la..mmg cam..nak ke dia kwn dgn saya?gaya bkn main anak org kaya nih(najwa obviously you!)tp skrg rpat la jgak(cam tak ikhlas je kan)hahah tapi tapi ..saya syukur sngt2:)ahahhah...n golongan2 yang dl nyer saya tak pnah ckp tapi rupanya baik gler..u noe hu u r=)
my point is u cant talk about how closed you used to be...and how closed you're not now..n sometimes you feel everything you say gonna make things worse,perhaps it will be 10 times more awkward.so there it goes in ur conversation..err oh urm..ek eh..hoho..hihi..ba2..k la k la..dan yang sewaktu dgnnya..sigh
people come people leave..
but please don't be my history..be my present..n my future:)
babe..oopss ukhti...
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo
=)hahaha
5 conclusion(s):
no comment. eh eh, study study. ada quiz physics kan? kuang3~!
Yup its true, dulu x penah bertegor nampak cam sombong je skg dah boleh jadi kawan bek gelak sama2... Dulu yang rapat bukan men skg dah x camtu...
najwa...da ada 2!
auummm..yep2..exactly!sy bknnyer kenal awk pun last sem..ingtkan..gangster mana tah..haha..:)joke2..but seriously..kan..dulu yang rapat bukan men skrg da tak cmtu dah...i know la ppl chnge..tapi sy harap la awk bkn dlm glongan yang mcm tu yer:)
"spending time in NSA for our final exam..smpai kol 5 pagi"...
"sepak each other...weird ways of greetings"...
hahahaha..really2 mish dat part..n yea, such a lame greets..i wondr y it shud be dat way..hua3~...
haha...ke mana hilangnya suma tu wak..salah sy ke salah awk..haha..
takdela..tapi alangkah indah kalau suma itu kekal..i noe la every good things come to an end..tapi sigh...fikir2 sndiri la:P
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