u there?

Jika benar cinta itu sejati
Maka berbaiklah ia
Jika benar-benar suci
Ia akan datang dengan sendirinya
Tapi jika ia pergi dan tidak kunjung lagi
Maka anggaplah cinta itu tidak wujud
Dari awal lagi..

awk...

im so sorry..things are totally out of my control..
For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness..
i can't even said a word or else i will burst into tears..
i'm sorry for the mistakes that i've done..

for all the words that might hurt u..
for all the thoughts that might annoyed u..
n for all the task that might burdened u..
i'm so sorry..

pS:got something to tell u..

yes you!

dear you...
thnx for spending ur time with me today..
well at least that's our first time spending time together for at least an hour kan..
i always said..can u come here for five minutes at least..
well..im more than happy already:)
except that i x get to eat ur cooking yet..
nex time perhaps:)

dear you..get well soon:)
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

random thoughts..

H.E.C.T.I.C

the week just started..tp escape class for today..my first Lecture Physics..the first and the last ponteng this class:) hoho..

this week:
1)Islamic Studies (Individual Assignment)22nd May
2)Islamic Studies(Group Assignment)20th May
3)Phy lab report
4)Chemistry lab notebook
5)Impromtu speech
6)AGM
7)Slides presentation for ecs
8)E-fact homestay program..


i..err..i just...zzzz



oh ya i found this:) i miss my previous phone..rosak suda:(

bunga ni cantik..blkng cafe

lake..gmba senget..sigh

n today..dpt wish belated teacher's day..br tringt..:)hahah..well a 9-years old student..wat do u expect la kan?i miss being a teacher in Sekolah Kebangsaan Gita..love ya..xoxo

the class was totally out of control..

kids=love:)
LOts of love(LOL)
xoxo

Happy Teacher's Day..

ucapan ini saya dedikasikan kepada semua warga2 pendidik...
dgn lafaz semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati perjuangan cikgu-cikgu..

special for my mom n dad:)

mom dad...happy teacher's day..muah2...
u've been the greatest among the greatest...

xda papa mo bagi..

mak..cikgu bm..bapak cikgu bi...
anak2..language lintang pukang..(ayat my mom n my dad salu ckp)
hohoh..

lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

are we?

ever think what had happened in the past?how many people u met each day?how many people you greet each day? how many friends u made each day?n how many would rather stay with you..n how many would prefer to leave?
stay as u may n leave as u please...

ever think how u spent each day with that particular person and now you are ignoring each other..perhaps smiling to each other politely?the awkward feeling is on the top isnt it? remembering those good old days...i just sigh...can we not grow apart?(Zureen 2009)
We used to chit chat till dawn...sharing each other problems...etc. Here, in Miri i've met soo many friends..but the thing is?are we really friends?i hope so...
are we friends..only on the phone?
are we friends..only on the net,facebook,etc...
are we friends..only in campus?
are we friends..only in dreams?

are we actually pretending to be friends because it would be inconvenient not to..?

i miss those days :( can someone bring me back to that time? where we used to study with each other?laugh till we had to cry...unaccepted jokes..i remember when we had this running joke n we kept on repeating it..(zureen aiman jiha mera) n last smester bermati matian buat assignment kat ICT lab...spending time in NSA for our final exam..smpai kol 5 pagi..sharing each other knowledge?went to town together?sepak each other...weird ways of greetings..janji jumpa kat dpn surau..kat cafe smstinya jadi satu pilihan untuk berinteraksi antara satu sama lain.. .reserve tmpat dlm bas...lari2 kejar bas(wpun slow k)n lots n lots of them...

n now things happend in such a way..but with different people..time mcm ni..ppl from the past jumpa2 mcm strangers..we smiled at each other..say hi..jgak..sometimes tanya apa khabar jgak..how's life lately..kadang2 lepak2 jgak p mkn sama2...mseh gelak2 jgak..but that's it..padahal..dl bkn main lagi..im not talking about one person here..but ppl that appear in my past but not the present...and skrg ppl yang dl takla rapat sngt..dl hi mcmtu jer..mmg a total stranger la..mmg cam..nak ke dia kwn dgn saya?gaya bkn main anak org kaya nih(najwa obviously you!)tp skrg rpat la jgak(cam tak ikhlas je kan)hahah tapi tapi ..saya syukur sngt2:)ahahhah...n golongan2 yang dl nyer saya tak pnah ckp tapi rupanya baik gler..u noe hu u r=)



my point is u cant talk about how closed you used to be...and how closed you're not now..n sometimes you feel everything you say gonna make things worse,perhaps it will be 10 times more awkward.so there it goes in ur conversation..err oh urm..ek eh..hoho..hihi..ba2..k la k la..dan yang sewaktu dgnnya..sigh



people come people leave..
but please don't be my history..be my present..n my future:)

babe..oopss ukhti...
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

n gamba penuh ikhlas dari saya yang sdg buat tutorial...
=)hahaha

11 jam di miri:(

sayang aiman!!!dia jujur sngt^_____^


btw...tpat 11 jam berada di miri..disebabkan jerebu..muka sy allergic mcm ape da...:(

tlongg!!!..merah2..suda!!!tlong la pakcik pakcik makcik makcik d hadapan village tlong jgn buat pembakaran terbuka..


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Aiman(dia punya post mcm ni)hihi