it's ok to make mistake..

ppl told me dat writing a blog is a way to express ur feelings..well..
i don reli agree..

lalala..

well..talking bout feelings..erm feelings..haih..nothing to say!!

i don wan to hurt anybody coz i don want to b hurt at last..

i feel like im doing everything all alone..
actually everybody is helping me..

i feel dat making ppl laugh is my job..
actually im hurting everybody..

i feel dat im such a good prson..
actually ppl start to talk how bad i am..

i strted to make sure things happen perfectly..
actually everything happened d other way round..

i strted to use all of my efforts to achieve wats da best for me..
actually im dooming myself down..

i strted to make myself look better in front of people..
yet i still the ugly prson i used to b..

i strted to noe ppl better..
actually i keep on dsctncing myself from them..

i strted to like someone..
actually i feel stupid to have a feelings like dat..

i strted to love someone..
but then i realised dat im not qualified to love n to b loved..

i strted to feel guilty..but ppl tot it was f.a.k.e coz im not the half person i used to b b4..

i made a lot of mistakes..n then now i realised dat it's ok to make mistake..

(THERE'S IS A NEW VERSION OF THIS WITH THE IMPROVED GRAMMAR..I'VE POST IT IN MY FACEBOOK..!!)

wee~

hello there...first of all...my english is ssooo noottt gud..so don blame me..im working on it dude!!=)

1st may 2008
a trip to cboo!!woh..it was a 6-hours-damn-tiring journey..though im not da one hu was driving..i was too tired of waiting n sitting n snapping!!yoh..im a camera freak..hohoh..i cant stop asking.. "Are we there yet!!"ever heard of this?hahah
my bro is getting married on dat nite..n we had been wrking on all of the "hantaran" 3 days before..waaa..im not creative at all..all the decorations are totally a mess..hihih..sorry for dat.!!~
we arrived at cboo around 3 o'clock..n i get to meet my old fren..which she had to leave kuching around almost 6 years ago..waa..miss her damn much....=)

talking bout cboo..it was a nice place..we stayed at RH hotel..which is very convenient(spell?) as in front of it..there is New Nur Islamic Cafe..we can reli enjoy our food there..nyums nyums..i ate 2 plates of beriani..hoho..surprisingly..hoh!!not really..lalala~~behind of it..there is wisma sanyan..shopping2..hoho!!!in the evening..dos, oden n I spend our time by swimming..wahh..happy moment!!!=)

now comes to the real function..my bro is getting married tonite..wish i could b the flower girl but im not qualified for dat..hahah..we departed around 8.30 o'clock..n oden n I got lost in da middle of nowhere land..waaaa..i was too nervous at dat time..coz we were the one hu brought all of the 'hantaran'..fortunate dos called us n lead da way..haih..thnx to U!!
once the function is over..we get back to the hotel..i cant stand n fall asleep..on a couch(spell??)..k gudnite then!!=)