LOL

Aiman's Post..pinjam haa

2010-07-27T23:32:00.001+08:00

Lelaki dan perempuan..

saya rasa..

mereka boleh berkawan baik tanpa ada apa apa perasaan

cuma mungkin tak serapat kawan sejantina

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

i swear this is sooo cutee!

2010-07-23T22:48:00.001+08:00

now i have to start by finding You first :)

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

teehee~

2010-07-17T21:47:00.001+08:00

i'm the person who laughs too loud next to you.

Am i that loooudd????

err

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

should i rant about this?

2010-07-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

oh Curtin University of Technology! 2 and half more years to go!

pS: some anonymous said it was listed alphabetically..hahahah..lololololololol

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

Alhamdulillah..all praise is to Allah

2010-07-14T13:54:00.002+08:00

hello to 1st Year second Semester...

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

stress?

2010-07-12T18:43:00.001+08:00

i know i know but who's fault is it?

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

it's either...or....

2010-07-12T15:26:00.003+08:00

the supp list is out..now it's either fail or pass! Allah show me an end to Geology101 and Chemistry 142. I shall not meet them again for my second year. Enough for the first year.

Pray for me kawan2. I love u!

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

:D

2010-07-12T10:42:00.002+08:00

this is goingg to beeeeeeeee legend waaiiiiiiiiiitttttttttt forrr itt....... dary!

Suit up!

^___^ nway Barney Stinson is supeeerrr awesooomeeee! :D 4 thumbs up!

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

14 July

2010-07-11T21:33:00.003+08:00

Ya Allah, kasihanilah hamba-hamba mu.

Cerita mereka..

2010-07-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

tadi awk msg..tiba2 je..da brapa minggu kita tak ckp smenjak hari itu.. Semua benda mmg susah nk lupa..tapi kalau kita mula dari skrg. InsyaAllah boleh :)

awk cerita balik hal2 dulu. Sedih pun ada, kelakar pun ada. Tak sangka mcm tu je masa berlalu kan.Pejam celik pejam celik da 5 tahun :)

Dulu time form 3 mula2 kenal..awk time tu 20 tahun, tahun ptama di universiti..awk cal..tapi mama dlm kereta..awk ckp sepatah sy balas sepatah..malu punya psl.da la saya pakai digi awk pakai maxis..cal satu minit lebey da kene hampir 3 ringgit haha..Time tu ada ring2 card, 1o ringgit bole cal 40 minit mcmtu..tiap2 hari awk akan cal 40 minit..bajet tak ckup..maklumlah sama2 student..saya pun tnggu jgak awk cal..tak pnah plak sy nk try guna ring2 card tu hahah. Sampai sy msok form4 msing2 bekeras kepala taknak tukar..sy still guna digi awk still guna maxis..haih..gaya mcm anak org kaya..walhall...haih~ Hubungan ini telah di upgradekan setelah setahun kenal..30 Ogos 2006, awk kata tadi ari rabu kan.sy pun tak ingt..haha..da la dok jaoh..xpat jmpa lagi..=_=' tak phm btol..time tu tergesa2 nk bgtau sbb awk kata awk nk blek kmpung..kat jengka pahang..takde coverage..sminggu mcmtu lah..haih zaman tu tkde coverage maxis lagi..tapi awk ckp kalo letak kat tingkap tinggi2 bole la dpt terima msg..tapi nk rply tak dpt.hahaha..susah btol kan. So lepas tu sminggu la tak dpt nk ckp..tapi lpas tu awk smbung study kat utm..sng ckit nk berkomunikasi..online pun jrg2 lagi time tu..tiap2 ari sms dan cal(budak2 btol)...time awk blek kmpung je la susah skit nk ckp.. :P

sy ingt lagi kalau awk nk cal msti sy cpat2 siapkan homework dan abeskan apa yg sy blajar haha..sbb awk ckp selagi tak abes awk tknak cal..haha..time tu punya la..jimat duit kat skolah nk beli topup..hp smpai 2..sbb nk letak satu number maxis satu digi..haha..da la zaman dulu2 nk beli number pun mahal haha..pstu saya tnya la knapa awk keras kepala sngt taknak tukar nombor..sng la skit..awk jwb..dlm number ni..ada msg abg sy kasi..awk forwardkan kat sy " Ayie, ayah baru je mninggal dunia. Sakit dada.Mak soh ayie balik." Saya punyalah rasa bersalah sbb asyik salahkan awk keras kepala dari awl..kenapa tak bgtau je awl2..ish3..

hari bgnti hari, miggu bganti minggu, tahun bgnti tahun..banyak jugak la masalahnya..long distance relationship bah..sdgkan batu lagi bole berubah bntuk nya sekeras2 batu tu..apa lagi hati manusia..saya tak salahkan awk..dan awk pun tak pnah salahkan sy..normal la kan? hurm...blom lagi kalau awk nk cal.sy tgh duk lepak2 ngan kwn2..tapi awk nk jgak cal..awk tnya kwn ke awk pnting lagi..haih~ceramah awk lagi..kadang2 sy bg loudspeaker kasi kwn2 dgr..pstu suma insaf...skjap je^^ ahaha..lagi ksian kalau awk bgunkan subuh..da la subuh sana lewat tpi awk bgun awl jgak nk ikut time sarawak! haha..kene la berkorban kan.kdg2 ada la kalau time sy tak terjawab cal awk.mmg obvious la terlepas subuh..pstu kene ceramah lagi..tapi dlm waktu yg sama sy tau awk buat cmtu untuk kebaikan sy jgak. dari tak brtudung last2 sy pakai tudung jgak.terima kasih kpd awk dan beberapa org yg support.awk bnyk mgubah diri ini.

Sekarang da hampir 5 taun..macam2 jadi..awk cari kerja tak dpt2..awk ckp awk pressure. abg no 1 kerja ngan petronas da ada keluarga sndiri, abg no 2 baru dpt anak dan happy ada kuarga sndiri..awk tak dpt2 lagi kerja..awk mula nk bekerja sndiri..awk tetap pndirian awk kerja mkn gaji tak bwak ke mana2..time tu bila awk dpt kerja awk tolak..sbb nk try business sndiri..saya plak tak support awk..sy kata kalau awk terima kerja tu dlm 4 5 tahun da bole jadi engineer mcm abg awk..hidup sng je..awk tetap dgn pndirian awk.keras kepala btol..sy biar je..bila da awk start business..masa untuk sy kurang, sy pun bz dgn study, kadang2 satu hari satu sms je smpat nk anta..tu pun nk ucap goodnite..kalo sy da tido tu je la.kalo blom tido sy cal skjp kata da pnat suma..sy ye kan je..dlm keadaan mcmtu sy mula pkir mcm2. dgn org mcmni ke sy nk spend seumur idup sy nnti..awk kdg2 ckp psl kahwin. sy mula fikir.beza umur kita 5 taun. sy belajar lagi..bila sy tkut..sy jarang2 rply msg awk.awk cal pun sy mcm malas2 nk jwb.kdang2 msg awk pagi2 pun mlm baru sy rply..sy rasa nk mnjauhkan diri..tp bkn mksud tak syg..tapi cuma rasa tak psti dgn apa yg dlakukan.time2 mcmtu smua bnda nk djadikan isu. facebook sy, blog sy suma tak pnah cita psl awk..awk ingt sy main2kan awk..bukan itu.sy cuma taknak hebah2kan bnda yang tak pasti lagi..smpai la 5 Mei 2010. bincang punya bincang..sy mintak dlepaskan dari smuanya..awk sndiri pun da bersetuju tapi dgn syarat mseh bkawan sprti biasa..sy ye kan je..

Awk msg saya tak rply..smpai smnggu..awk msg lagi kata smpai hati trus lupa kat kita..awk ingt sng ke untuk sy.kalau sy boleh berusaha knapa tidak awk? smpai msg awk mlm ni..kita ckp..gelak2 mgenang kembali apa yg telah terjadi..dan sbb itulah smpai ke blog ini..haha..awk ulang blik..kalau kita mseh bsama..kita smbut ulang tahun ke 4 ogos ni. haih..

ape2 pun terima kasih untuk segalanya.

Sekian.. :)

hahaha

2010-07-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

^^ malu bah

two-0!!! ^^

2010-07-05T01:14:00.012+08:00

03072010! :)im 20 years old people! a year older a year wiser! :)

much more mature than u'll ever know :D

thnk u for the wish n the doa! (im so touched)

it started with a cupcake thnx soom, azah n pieqa! I love u babeesss! :)

With friends... :)

it was awesome..!! :) thnx a lot! :)

then, we went out to eat n photo taking session! :) craazzyY!!

it was 6.30p.m. that mom called n ask me to b home..early :)

n so we went to seafood :)

With family... :)

thnk u thnk u thnk u! i love all of u

bak kata oden" Keluarga kami kasih syg diberi dgn makanan =_='" n that explains the "size"! :D

with my colleagues :)

N thnx to Othman Ibrahim, Hamizah Miezah, Lynn Liyana, n Rye Hanna for the birthday celeb at barok! awesome place! :)

Celebrating everyone's bday actually :)

thnk u so mucchh to everybody! i love all of u! Allah bless us! InsyaAllah..

Happy bday pakcik!

05072010

Allah bless! :)

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

johan vs deklindot

2010-07-01T21:48:00.004+08:00

saje nk bgtau sy umur 19 taun baru pegi kl..tapi johan...awl2 sudah mengerti =_='

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

pS: dari wallpaper hp mak bapak babahjohan mamajohan bg dos n wallpaper laptop mak..n profile pic mak bpk babahjohan mamajohan n bgdos di facebook suma muka johan ....SIGHHHHHH...sy DIPINGGIRKAN

comfortable or not??~

2010-07-01T02:00:00.005+08:00

i bought shoes with my dearie Siti Sumaiyah..yesterday..

"As long as u're comfortable in it..then it's okay" ; who cares what others think of that shoes..

does this applies to how u act with people around you?

Are we actually acting like what this quote is telling us?

Now it represents a strong moment of self evaluation...

Have you ever want people around you to follow ur lead?

Follow ur style?

For example:

"I don't like u acting this way n u shud stop"

"I don't like you coz i don't feel comfortable being with you"

"I like my room to be neat and tidy all the time..n you should not mess around"

"I want my coffee to be warm n not too hot n not too cold"

"I'm a quiet person n i want everybody in this room to be silent most of the time"

"I want everything that i feel comfortable with, no matter what would that be with you, i don't care as long as im comfortable with it?"

Have you ever realized that u're acting like one of those?

Have you ever think about others? Do they feel comfortable with that?

I've been studying bout people's behavior lately..no matter what people did..no matter what people said, no matter what no matter anymore... i'll end up saying.. "Happy people are happy in their own way"

I'll follow ur style mister,as long as u're happy with it.

You don't like that..oohh im gonna change.

Whatever u said,i'll fine with it.

Whenever i encountered one of these..i would be thinking bout how does that benefit one of us?

Lets relate to this story. I was a teacher. A temporary teacher indeed

If i were wanted myself to be comfortable teaching without any distraction.

I would tied their legs to the table so that they wouldnt be walking around

I would bring cellophane tap to shut their mouth

I would bring a cane to scold them whenever they didnt do the homework given..

N finally i can do my job easily. Enter the class, teach n mark their work!

I'm comfortable with that situation but how about others?

Whenever u wanted to do anything..please think something that can benefits both party.

So that you, YOU, yOu and Me, I, She, or He would be happy! No hurt feeling!

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

pS: Happy Holiday..

pray for my results n i'll love u forever!

kehidupan yg tidak tenteram...

2010-06-28T10:34:00.001+08:00

But i DID...

n i shall pass rite?

Allah grant my wish please...

muahhh ❤

2010-06-19T20:48:00.004+08:00

mom said,

❤Father's Day activity..

aww....

I want one! :)

Happy Father's Day kepada Sahari@Sharkawi. I LOVE U!

Describe me! Choose any of ur answer below

2010-06-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

:)

2010-06-11T08:20:00.001+08:00

:) Lots of love

xoxo

final in 5 days =_='

exam exam exam =_='

2010-06-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

actually tharu tngok follower smpai 21 org..ape2 pun thnx..hahhaa..

tinggal 6 hari lagi =_=' exam...

Goodluck kwn2 :)

Lots of love (LOL)

xoxo

ps: tlong la jgn terasa..tak pndai bc hati org lagi =_='

hihi Mak..i love u!

2010-05-14T23:05:00.004+08:00

heee lupa nak jgak post ni! Happy mothers day mak!!! Love u love u love u..

Allah bless! muah..

hee

Saturday: I'm no 1 Camp!let's finish this! hooyay

Jom shopping on Sunday! :) da nk sbulan asyik berulang alik ke cmpus senadin ctr petronas senadin =_=" seriously da tak tahan hahhaaha.. :)

org asyik tnya n g prom..huu sy tak layak..korang pegi je laa :)

n oh ya..thnx najwa for masak..harini..tahniah da naik 2kg! :)

will u still be my bestfriend even if u x feel to be one anymore?

hee

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

one by one

2010-05-13T01:21:00.003+08:00

one by one is taken away from me..

friend...

friend of friend...

love...

trust...

housematesss...

things i love..

things i like...

it's like i cant fake the smile no more..i need a cellophane tap to pull a smile..

call me hypocrite if u want..but i am not! :)

like aiman's status...

"Rock has maximum stress it can hold, so does human. But i guess human have more ductile nature, so when he cannot handle the stress anymore, he will just bend (folding maybe)"

Allah keep me strong..

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

chemistry midterm

2010-04-27T02:42:00.002+08:00

n i was like...

HELLPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

pray for me kawan2..

Lots of things happend lately and I shall keep it to myself.. Be happy la wey! :D

Happiness is a state of mind. You can choose to be happy. Happy people will be happy no matter what. Situations do not dictate happiness. People dictate happiness.

Lot of love(LOL)

xoxo

love and to be loved?

2010-04-25T17:21:00.003+08:00

listening to BSB song...

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me

sing alongg~jom

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

wat a day?

2010-04-21T01:26:00.002+08:00

rashes kat muka.. :( huwaaaa mcm ni haa..gmba sbnr taknak letak sbb scary lagi dari ni..

merah2 :( huu..it's either because of mussels or my facial product coz i did chnge it last sunday :(

Nway Doctor kat columbia asia bagi RM60 je suma ubat. :) hee~sbb dia ckp sy comel.. jk jk..

Not attending class today and tomorrow. :P

Lots of love (LOL)
xoxo

PLZ PLZ PLZ!!!

2010-04-20T14:39:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!Bestnyerrr...bwak sy naik ni jgak!!!!Sape2 bwak sumpah sy syg awk smpai mati! :)

PLEASE!!!! :)

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

Love like this

2010-04-19T13:45:00.002+08:00

A picture is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen :)

Lots of love (LOL)

xoxo

hello?

2010-04-17T16:54:00.001+08:00

So tired of being judged and controlled by the person who supposedly loves me...

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

can we not grow apart?

2010-04-12T00:29:00.003+08:00

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

knowing me knowing u?

2010-04-08T09:23:00.001+08:00

just want to tell the whole world that...

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

say what?

2010-04-03T12:50:00.005+08:00

Mom says : BYE FARMVILLE. BYE NEIGHBOURS. WISH U LUCK & ALL THE BEST. ENJOY UR GAME!!!!

hahahhaha...mom is officially stop playing farmville. so she says. Nafisah's Farm

hahaah lots of love (LOL)

xoxo

hellooo again :))

2010-03-19T21:54:00.004+08:00

it's been weeks in Curtin. One word. Homesick. That's it.

Baru minggu ke-3

To do list:

1) Geo communication asgmnt

2) Maths 111

3) Maths online quiz

4) Chem online quiz

5) Chem tutorial B1 B2 B3

6) Practical lab week 123

7) Module Test 1 Phy

8) Practical Lab Tes Geo 101 (I)

oh ya... n so i've learned my lessons today..boys are just boys..

"Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they’d just walk around naked at all time"s.– Betsey Johnson

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

torture someone else...

2010-02-20T01:32:00.003+08:00

cant help watching my student was mentally tortured...seriously he changed. like a LOT! i know he acted totally out of control..sometimes but kids, that's just the way they act.

kids are awesome at times..and cute all the time..annoying sometimes, loud everytime, cry anytime. Let's just wrap up everything.. KIDS do silly stuff at all times! :)

i love my studentttssss :)

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

that was then

2010-02-19T12:37:00.004+08:00

Our chinese new year celebration this year is not as good like the previous one :D but im glad i can make it this year. To all Chinese out there..n those celebrating Chinese New Year, hope it's not too late to wish u Happy Chinese New Year. :)These are some of the photos taken :) Enjoy :)

bnyk lagi tapi malas

Lots of love (LOL)
xoxo

ps: not worth trying, not worth waiting, not worth loving.

the things that distract me...

2010-02-16T23:19:00.005+08:00

i was listening to Fadzilah Kamsah's show (while snapping pictures with johan) and i found this is soo interesting..

Sebagai muhasabah pada hari yang mulia ini mengenai penyakit rohani, elok juga kita meneliti sebuah hadis yang menjadi pesanan Rasulullah s.a.w kepada menantunya Saidina Ali r.a:

“Wahai Ali, setiap sesuatu pasti ada penyakitnya: Penyakit bicara adalah bohong, penyakit ilmu adalah lupa, penyakit ibadah adalah riak, penyakit akhlak mulia adalah kagum kepada diri sendiri, penyakit berani adalah menyerang, penyakit dermawan adalah mengungkap pemberian, penyakit tampan adalah sombong, penyakit bangsawan adalah membanggakan diri, penyakit malu adalah lemah, penyakit mulia adalah menyombongkan diri, penyakit kaya adalah kikir, penyakit royal adalah hidup mewah dan penyakit agama adalah nafsu yang diperturutkan…”

copied from me me me

represent a strong moment of self evaluation people!!!

btw

Johan n deklindotdot

Johan da pndai jalan <3

main2 je :P

oh ya. n so i was annoyed by someone earlier of the day. Don't mess with me, or i'll mess ur life!

two words. Back off!

saya comel ooohh :)

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

if u cant get someone out of ur head, maybe they're spposed to be there

2010-02-15T23:21:00.001+08:00

i'm giving u this

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

re : eat my words..i swear i cant hold back my tears no more

2010-02-13T13:00:00.006+08:00

Farah said: OMG. You need to love yourself.A waist size of 22cm is never going to be attractive. I swear. That's too thin. Instead of worrying if you're fat or not, just be healthy la. That's more important. And above all, don't be swayed by all the advertisements on the billboard telling you how you should look . They're photoshopped and airbrushed to perfection. We can never be perfect. I have cellulite and stretch marks and unless I have the money for surgery, they're never going to go away. But that's okay, I've embraced them. Used to hate it so much but nothing I can do. Not all women look like Megan Fox btw. Here's a more realistic view on how REAL women look like without the photoshop and airbrushing. Just ordinary beautiful women. http://theshapeofamother.com/ I hope you can realize how important it is to embrace yourself. People used to call me names too. And I wasn't even fat. So yeah, don't need to care much abt what ppl think. You can never make urself happy by attempting to make them happy. I love you. Don't be too hard on yourself. Muahhxx

i just want to say : i dont know. i just had my moment of self evaluation last nite.thinking how happy a girl that is sooo attractive with flawless body, beautiful face,do nothing but still having friends around them..they x even need to spit out words, yet ppl still want to talk to them..they x even need to be good with ppl but ppl still being a better friend to them. their smile say a million words.how life can be soo unfair. thats what i think. but having u as my friend at the first place is something that i never thought of..haha i swear. btw btw thnx for the advice really2 appreciate it la wey..referring to my previous post..im listing the important people in my life. u're on the list. I love u la!!!why la why la..hahaahah

islah said: betul! yg penting sihat :) setiap org ada kelebihan masing2.. setiap lelaki ada ciri2 wanita idaman.. hehe.. jgn risau :)

deklin says: thnx islah..dah ada..da lelaki idaman tapi belum jumpa..ayat skema kan :) hohooohoho..

Kn says: deklin!!! ape merepek nie!!! btul kate kawan deklin nie... kN dpt rase ape yg deklin rase. deklin pun prasan kan yg kN skang nie sudah membesar... hu~ kalo bleh nak balik mcm dulu balik. tp dah x bleh dah. dulu, time org slalu kate kN mkn besar, kN rase cam nak amek pisau, nak potong je mane2 bhgn yg membesar nie. tp naseb bek kN waras lg tau. smpai ade satu thap, kN x mo kuar bilik lg, xmo g klas sbb malu sumer org ckp kN camtu. tp lame2, bile de kwan2 yg memahami, kN mkn jd biase ngan sumer nie. cube accept sape diri kite skrg nie. confident ngan diri kite sendr. tp still, bile org ckp kN besar ke, gemok ke, tembam ke, kN still mkn ati lg, wlaupun muke kite tersenyum. x pe deklin, sekurang2nye kite happy ngann diri kite. jap. happy ke? x happy pun. kN pun tgh cube bine self confidence n happy ngan diri sendiri. jom kite same2 berusaha tuk menyayangi diri sendiri. kite boleh sayang diri sendiri. p/s: kN x tau ape kN merepek nie. tetibe jer emo. sori kalo buat deklin pening.

kn comey takpeeee la weyyy.....( tp deklin lagi comey..yay)

haha..btol2..org ckp mcm2 kite snyum je..tak la mkn ati sngt sbb mmg da gmok..adoi..deklin pun cuba bina self confidence..cuma jeles je kadang2 tngok kwn2 yg kurus cantik tapi ckp diri sndiri gmok(asa nk bunuh diri je dgr hahaha) kn jgn emo!nnti deklin ter JOIN plak ahaha.. deklin syg KN..
dan islah jgak hahahaha (ok tak cover kat sini)

One of my friend said, the thing that matters now is i am actually want to be perfect in front of everybody.

and i found this

accept me for who i am :) love u!

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

ps:im not trying too hard la wey look at this..

makaaaannn!! :D

sy nampak kurus di sini suka..

nak jadi confident sikit: jom jadi comel macam saya..(da konfiden lom ckp cmni) :P

eat my words...

2010-02-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

i am now size 2....

i am 98 pounds...

my waist stat is 22 cm...

i can fit into size S shirt perfectly now....

i have megan fox's body...

i'm giving away my old clothes since i'm slimming down.... n i'm on a shopping spree as a slimmer shopper...

how i wish i can write like this by next month... *sigh*

dayyuumm..20 kg more to go!long way to go..help me wey..!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Follow me!

haih what can i say..after all

deklindot likes this:)

how can i get rid of this fats..urghh..desperately in need to be like a normal girl..

shooh shooh go away..

u fat smiley!

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

holiday is almost over!

2010-02-07T15:22:00.002+08:00

arghh tertekan publish post.!

nway my first entry since holiday..
hhahaa..berhabuk da blog neh..i've nothing to share n dats explain why is this happening..(ala bkn ada org bc pon) adoi.. :D ckp pun da xbtol...

hahah..oh ya oh ya..

time is running out!

holiday is almost over la wey..another 19 days in Kuching..awww after 3 months ++ of holiday..it's just not enough... :D

Im going back to Miri on the 26th..lots of things happend before this...i just cant imagine meeting my friends again..meeting new ppl which is awesomely awesome:) staying at the same room,be surrounded by ppl i love.. :) just cant accept the fact that i'll staying far far away from my family again haihh...

i've been listing some of important people in my life.. n cant deny the fact that
to these people!cheers! :)

communication barrier is on the verge of exploding by the time the new semester begin..which leads to err..ohhh ermm...ba ba ba..

awkward gila dowh!

which come to this question?

actually?

ps:i've been avoiding myself from someone lately n im sorry for that..i hope things are going to its normal phase like the way it shud be before this.oh plz plz n plz..

say it pray for it! =)

2009-11-25T18:36:00.005+08:00

DeklinDot is a GREAATTTT GEOLOGIST TO BE =)
earlier of the day..a lot of random things happened..i shall keep it by myself..but the story behind it is what i called a miracle..not because of what happened..but because of what happened next..

n so i've learned my lesson <3
never ever take things for granted.

nuff said=)

Lots of love
xoxo

021109...haha lama da..

2009-11-20T12:47:00.003+08:00

20 hari da belalu tapi mseh smpat lagi.. Happy Birthday Muhammad Firdaus Bin Sahari...haha

Dengan ini nk mngucapkan terima kasih:
1) membeli tiket kapal terbang setiap kali pergi dan blik ke miri..:)
2)blnja mkan2 mmg superb laa:)
3)lawak yang x pnah abes..:)
4)camera yang dibeli baru2 ini..yay..untuk field trip:)
5)sacrifice laptop anda..bgus la..
6)full time driver..wuu..

Tak puas hati:
1)barang dia slalu lbih mahal..
2)bilik sy da jadi blik dia..haih
3)pemalas tahap undefineable
4)makan salu dpt lebeh..haihh

Tapi

haha.. bang dos..25 years old dah..wuuu..tua eh

Semoga panjang umor dan dimurahkan rezeki..dah keja belanjaaa!!! yay.. :D muah..xoxo

Lots of love xoxo:)

Aiman n Bella happy BestDay.. :) 091109

2009-11-09T01:18:00.003+08:00

rasa diri sndiri plak birthday..best3 :) makaannn.. :)

enjoy ur day...happy 20!

nahh!..

hadiah..

ini aiman :) dan saya

Bella :)

a friend of a friend of mine gave this.read people

2009-11-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

Before anyone can have a true and complete understanding of hijab and its real meaning, one needs to take a step back and start at the beginning. Allah says in the Quran, which Muslims believe is the word of God, what means:

[Not for (idle) sport did We create the heavens and the earth and all that is between!] (Al-Anbiyaa' 21:16)

In this verse Allah makes clear that everything He created has a purpose. Every star in the sky, every fish in the ocean, and every leaf on a tree was made for a specific reason. So too was the human being created for a specific purpose. And Allah explains this purpose clearly in the Quran. He says what means:

[And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me.] (Adh-Dhariyat 51:56)

It is important to note even the construction of this statement. Allah did not just say that He created jinn and mankind to worship Him. He began with a negation. He said: "I did not create the jinn and mankind." By saying it in this way, Allah begins by clearing the board from any other purpose before He states what our one and only purpose is: to worship Him and Him alone.

Now, it is in that context that one should begin to understand hijab. Hijab should properly be seen as simply another show of devotion to our Creator. Just as we pray and fast because He commanded us to do so, we should view hijab in the very same light.

Just as praying and fasting sincerely for Allah's pleasure brings us closer to Him, so too does wearing hijab — if done with the same sincerity. By obeying Allah's commandments, hijab is just another way to worship our Lord. And in so doing, it brings us closer to realizing our purpose of creation.

That purpose can be reflected even in the clothes that we choose to wear. If when we choose our dress, our intention is to please Allah, that action in itself is an act of worship. In the very choice of one piece of clothing over another, is an act of worship.

Many people like to refer to hijab as a "personal choice". Yes. It is a personal choice. It is a personal choice to submit to God rather than the fashion of society. It is a choice to be beautiful to God, rather than to people. And it is a choice to cover and dignify the body Allah gave you, rather than give in to a culture that teaches women they are to be sex objects who sell their bodies to market beer.

However, hijab should not just be seen as a cloth one puts on the head. Rather hijab is a symbol of our worship and servitude to God. It is a symbol of modesty, that is not just about our attire; it extends to our whole demeanor.

If someone is wearing the hijab of modest clothing but is not modest in their behavior, they have only shown the external modesty. But internal modesty is missing. Because both internal and external modesty is essential, Allah mentioned the two together in the Quran:

[Say to the believing men that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty: that will make for greater purity for them: and Allah is well acquainted with all that they do. And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty…] (Al-Mu'minun 24:30-31)

In this verse of the Quran, Allah does not just talk about the dress of modesty, but also the demeanor of modesty. In fact, both internal and external modesty is so important that the Prophet (peace be upon him) connected it with faith itself.

Unfortunately, we live in a society that teaches the exact opposite. In our society today, modesty is viewed as a sign of weakness and insecurity, when in fact modesty is a sign of dignity and self-respect.

True modesty means not only being modest in front of people, but also in front of Allah.

Ultimately, Allah knows best. We seek His guidance in all our affairs; and we pray that He shows us and allows us to remain firm on the straight path.

copied from : me me me

peace yalls:)

jatuh longkang

2009-11-03T18:07:00.005+08:00

walaupun belom berfieldtrip..tapi muka da hitam akibat

tnggu bus selama 50 minit smlm.

pakcik bus pun satu tau bnyk student bwak bus kecik.haih..tak psl2 kena tnggu lagi

pstu g jemur baju under matahari lagi..

tnggu org kena lagi matahari..

n last sekali jalan kaki dari villa...huuu..

najwa!kita da serupa! teehee~jokee! =) babe!chill

oh ya..house storage punya psl...sbb kita da penah ada slah faham dgn management kot..sbb tu taknak negotiate pape pon..sori tidak dpt membantu da ~

oh ya smalam jatuh longkang lpas buat laundry..mcm2 jadi kan?kaki bengkak n biru2 lebam

lots of love
xoxo
lately kuat sngt tido..tapi ni hanyalah gmba:D

a new chapter begin

2009-10-30T10:32:00.003+08:00

i know it's almost end of the semester but after reading this
Click click

menuntut ilmu itu jihad, da ada smgt nk belajar neh

and yeah a new chapter begin.. :)
my previous previous post was a bit emo. :D haha im all okay already. Thnx for ur concern :)
blaja oi!

oh ya read this:D

Soaring The Eagle

2009-10-30T00:14:00.002+08:00

final exam menjelang..13 n 18 nov! blaja blaja blaja!:)

STE (soaring the eagle) 6 December 2009 kumpul di KLCC.
Bila bckp tntg soaring the eagle, mcm2 kwn ckp.takde kaitan lngsung ngan soaring the eagle.

1)dtg2 kl nnti pegi kl central. tau tak naik bus g kl central?jgn pegi pudu raya tmpat org pelik2..bahaya..

2)KL central tu nnti ramai org..kita naik ketapi letrik!choo choo..~dari kl central pilih je nk g mana2..round2 satu hari dlm ketapi letrik pun tkpa..

3)sunway oi sunway..skating swimming..

4)KLCC tu menara kembar tu..yg salu dlm tv..tinggiii

5)KLCC tu ada tmpat shopping jgak..jln2 la..

6)first time g kl?beg hati2 la..peluk kuat2 beg tu..

7)nnti dtg nk jln2 mana jgak?shopping one utama midvalley..one utama tu jalan satu hari pun tak abes2..spend masa lebey ckit..

8)g ar tngok putrajaya cantik.. =_="

9)org kat kl mana guna bus..satu lagi nk naik ketapi kena cepat2 dia otomatik..siapa lmbt kena tnggl la..tapi ada lagi yg dtg..tnggu je..

n bnyak lagi perbualan yg tak terhenti..

sbnrnya tak tau papa pon..nanti nk tngok sndiri KL tu cmna yer:D hhaha..

tapi da ada bayangan macam..satu tmpat yg sesak sngt..bahaya pnoh org yg tak pat caya..

berbalik kepada tajuk tadi..Soaring The Eagle is a program that held by the PETRONAS Company under the PETRONAS Management Training (PERMATA-Instep), for all the PETRONAS sholars.conclusion nyer petronas nyer bnda la..dari 6dec-11dec..smpat ke nk main2 kat KL? :D

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

awk dan sy da tak mcm dl lagi..

2009-10-23T18:37:00.003+08:00

Kadang2 bila rasa sedih teringat ayat islah.

Diam* snyum

Hari ini hari jadi najwa selamat hari jadi.(semalam nyer)

Terguris hati apabila penat lelah disambut dgn sikap yg dingin..tapi sy balas dgn snyuman..seolah2 mcm takde papa jadi..kita terima je bila org bsikap mcmtu..supaya org tu bole snyum balik..

Bgun tido happy je..tapi org sekeliling masam..tkut..nk tgur takut..apatah lagi nk tanya khabar..nasib ada org greet morning dan bertanya khbar..tiap kali bukak pintu blik.. :)

Kadang2 kita marah semua org sekeliling kita disebabkan kesalahan org lain..kita dgr je..rintihan..kita snggup dgr..kita snggup duduk dan memberi pendapat..kita siap make fun of it..supaya tak terlalu tension..tapi org tak hargai pun..malah snggup putuskan tali persahabatan..

Kadang2 org lepaskan perasaan marah kat kita..tapi dgn org lain bole lagi gelak2..kita tngok je dari jaoh..asalkan dia happy takpela..sori sy bkn kwn yg baik..yang bole mggembirakan kamu..

Kadang2 org ckp kasar kat kita..kasar sngt..walhal kita da ckp dgn btol..apakah salah sy di situ?

Kadang2 org buat salah..kita amik mcm bnda biasa je..tapi apabila kita salah org amik serious sngt..kita trus try ubah perangai...

Kadang2 kita nk tlong org..wpun pnat..kita take it as lumrah kita berkawan..tapi bila org takpat tlong kita cdey sngt..bknnya nk mintak balas pun..tapi rasa cdey sngt..tak tau knapa..

Kadang2 dlm begurau..kita tersilap ckit..trus marah..bkn mksud lain pon..btol2 nk begurau..sy btol2 mintak maaf..Cuma terasa kalo diungkit kembali..

Kadang2 kita try nk sembunyi perkara sbnr untuk mengelak bnda yg trok berlaku..tapi bila da terjadi..kita dianggap bersubahat..susah jgak..

Kepada kamu, kamu dan kamu, post ini bukan untuk kamu, tapi untuk kamu kamu kamu kamu kamu kamu kamu kamu n kamu, tidak wajar dicakap face to face,biarlah jadi satu rintihan di blog ini..

Kadang2 kita pun ada perasaan marah, kadang2 ada time cdey, kadang2 ada time stress, tapi kita tak lepaskan kat org..bole je lepas tapi sy..pilih untuk tidak..ada je org ckp deklin tak pnah marah..deklin tak pnah pun cdey.. kita ada pilihan sbnrnya untuk pilih jadi marah pilih jadi cdey tapi sy pilih untuk lupa.

Supaya kita semua dpt jadi happy :)

Alluhumma inni a’uzubika minalhammi walhazan..

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari rasa susah dan sedih..

Kalau org sekeliling bole terima kita, kenapa kita tak bole terima org lain dalam hidup kita…

Kadang2 terasa nk hak dan layanan yg sama.

Tapi itu bukan pilihan saya..

Kebelakangan ini cpt sangat terasa..Cuma mmpu diam*snyum

Lots of love(LOL)

xoxo

pS: Sy mmg da cuba untuk berbaik semula dgn awk..tapi rasa segan bila berdepan dgn awk, segan dgn kesilapan yg lepas. Terokkan sy?Im ruining our friendship. Saya da try..nk baik tapi dibalas dgn sikap dingin awk. Adakah itu mmg sikap semulajadi awk ataupun diri ini cpat sngt terasa. Wajarlah seorang perempuan bersikap sedemikian. Bila tngok awk cmtu sy pun cuba menjauhkan diri.Sori. Malu sbnrnya. Semester da nk abes, mmg kita dkat tapi rasa jaoh sngt.. Bila dpt ckp dgn awk gembira sngt.tapi takde bende da nk ckp dgn awk. Awk ngan sy bkn mcm dl lagi da. Skrg kalo ckp bnda yg libatkan kerja je.. Kalo takde kerja tak ckp da. . Skrg tak brani nk rapat sngt ngan sapa2 da..takut punya rasa yang sama..Rasa yg pernah sy alami dl.pelik bukan?biarlah rasa itu pergi..jgn pernah kembali..

ICT lab

2009-10-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

sda test esok :(
tolonnggggg..
it's 0003 in the morning im still here..who's going to send me backk???

oh ya there's an international student describing Kuching as the most wonderful place to his friend in front of me. haha..n i am listening attentively to whatever he says :)

im glad u love kuching.
im starting to miss my hometown

HELLLPPPPP :(

Lots of love
xoxo

pS: pray for me tmorrow:(

hari ini..

2009-10-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

1)bgun pagi..tkejut tmpat lain.terlupa malam tadi tido blik jiha...

2) siap2..nk pegi melawat furu..hai furu! :) tak smpat bekfest pon

3) kol 1030 gerak g hospital..mula2 takleh jumpa sbb waktu melawat kol 1230.knapaa laahh sistem mcm ni..

4)furu sndiri trun..of coz dgn kerusi roda..Alhamdulillah dia smbuh da :) aktiviti menyampaikan donation bermula.. :) tak smpai 5 saat pon..

5)oh ya muka furu bengkak2..teringat time blaja bio dulu2..

6) pstu ktorang blikk..

7)Mr President belanja makan pizza hut..rezeki murah hari ni :) walaupun mencari parking smpai 5 pusingan, hampir2 putus asa..tapi dapat jugak..rezeki lagi.. Alhamdulillah :)

8) Balik..penattt..tetido jap dlm keta..

9) Tak blik umah pon..trus g ict lab ada lab test SDA 101 sok..senior2 ckp sng je.ko blaja smple test dl2..kalau tak dpt full mark tak tau la..tapi sy tetap rasa bnda ni confusing..

10) Jumpa geng2 belajar SDA..rezeki lagii..:) dan kami pon belajar..main sapa buat lab sapa abes dl..haih..sy toleh diorang smpat lagi main fesbuk..kalo esok mcmtu kan best..

11) Da abes buat..lapaarr plak..

12) Along tompangkan g ctr..naseb bek ada org tmpangkan..rezeki lagi :) alhamdulillah

13) arini tak ckup mkn pizza sy mkn nasi goreng jawa special.. dlm hati"bila nk kurus neh" haihh...

14) blik dari CTR kak jiji ajak g open house makcik kueh..rezeki lagi..ada rendang(kegemarannn) bessttt

15) makcik tu kasik tapau kek lapis... besstt ahhh..

tadi pagi doa..ya Allah permudahkan lah urusan ku..
sampai ptg..cam ok je rini..
harap sok pon ok..test pon sng..full mark(aminnn ya rabbal alaminn) =) haha

tadi terbaca status org kat facebook..
1 month, 4 subjects, 4HD, dean's list, 1 goal.

pernahkah kita berazam dan berusaha seperti ini?
jom jom jom jom jom jom! ^__________^

Lots of love
XOXO

pS:don u think u're making things more complicated. jom forgive n forget. i miss those good old days..remember?

remember?

2009-10-02T03:39:00.002+08:00

suma org ada post raya kan..sy mlas nk tulis tapi

THIS IS THE BEST RAYA EVER LAH!!!

kalo ni ditakdirkan raya terakhir pun da tak kesah da.. :D

indu umah, family, n kucing2 kesayangan :)
takpe..nk blik jgak tak lama lagi.

_____________________________________________________________________________________
Apa jadi da setakat ni ah?

=> Ramadhan habes, ramadhan yg plg bnyk diuji i would say. Raya pon dah. Jom puasa enam:)

Feel like running away..where to?
What happen to me ba?
10th october, not here not there not anywhere. away jap..

- tkut nk g cmpus..tak tau knapa..
- abes kelas trus asa nk blik umah..
- nk stay je kat umah tknak kuar..tapi tak than..
- dgr org amik sem break..trus nk terikut ikut..cpat terikut2 dgn org
- tkut terserempak dgn org yg da lama tak ckp..communication barrier yg amat tebal
- lupa plak nk minta maaf kat suma org..sorry maaf zahir dan btin :)
- teringat quote" The more u talk the less people remember" dahsyat o

tapi tapi tapi

EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY KAN

-jom..live like today is ur last :)

oh ya. Da bnyk sngt bersosial. Rasanya bercakap guna kata gnti nama diri 'aku' dan 'kau' tu cool abess.. **angguk2 smbil tngok org melayu yg sdg bckp

pS: dear s. wa, remember we used to walk around with ppl that we just know or people we used to know? laugh for absolutely no reasons at all.have the so-called stupid fight that i would say last in 10 minutes?have a millions you-had-to-b-there time's, make fun of each other like we used to play and always b there through good times and bad times. Seems like we're missing some interesting part that i've mentioned above.isnt it?

Lots of love (LOL)
xoxo

kenapa dan kenapa

2009-09-15T23:40:00.005+08:00

tadi kawan tanya..kenapa nk kurus sngt?

bnyk sgt jawapan...ikuti kisah di bwah..betapa peritnya kehidupan jadi org gmok ni!

Kisah 1
dulu time sekolah kan ada time PJK..pendidikan jasmani dan kesihatan..jadi tetiba satu hari ni hujan..jadi ktorang belajar la pendidikan kesihatan dalam kelas..cikgu ni nk dijadikan cerita mmg diskriminasi la pelajar gmok2..duduk pun ngan budak2 yg kurus dan cantik2..taknak sbut nama la bahaya..dia kuarkan la statement ni

Cikgu Heartless : mengikut kajian saya org2 gmok ni dia tak bnyk kwn...diorang pun susah nk sesuaikan diri dgn org sekeliling sbb gmok..

punya la marah kat cikgu tu..smpai skrg kalo jmpa taknak tegur(da la kwn bpk)...sbb tu kot sy kaki bngku smpai skrg..sbb tulah..keberkatan tu tkda da...

Kisah 2
salu da dkat2 nk raya pegi la tngok2 baju raya kan..mana tau nasib tetiba bagus ada jumpa saiz yg dikehendaki...kakak ni fedup punya fedup cari saiz sbb bulan puasa..dia ckp

turun dl beberapa kilogram baru dtg sini blik...insyaAllah ada..

tau la intention baik..tapi org gmok ni sensitif sbnrnya kwn2..hati2 yer..

Kisah 3
org ckp org gmok ni nmpak mcm 10 thun lagi tua..

haih..ckp je la akak nk ckp apa..umur saya 19 tahun.. tu je yg saya tau...

Kisah 4
kalo g supermarket ada je budak2 yang tak berperikemanusiaan pgl

hey gmok!

pesanan dari saya: adek jaga mkn..t jadi mcm akak susah..baik kita mula mencegah awl2..okeh?

Kisah 5
dulu time first sem la kat curtin ada la mamat sorang ni..dia ckp untung jadi org kurus..baju org bole skati pnjm..tngok ni ni baju islah aku pakai..sng kan?ada variety sikit..

ye la awk..saya berbangga dgn awk..

______________________________________________________
kalo nk dijadikan cerita mmg bnyk lagi..
mmg tak abes la..dan amat menyedihkan..
tapi ni yg baru2 terjadi..

Kisah Latest:
saya: pinjam motosikal wey nk g main2..

hitam: ko tnggu aku tukar tayar lori dulu..kasi letak 4 tayar lori kat situ baru aku kasi ko pnjm..

sbb tu kot sy skrg racist ngan org2 itam ni..sy rasa mcm..
tetiba je moto awk hilang nnti..heheh..takdela..
saya harap awk happy dan sntiasa mnjaga motosikal awk dari segala kerosakan yer

bnyk sgt la alasan nkkurus ni..ni pun baru skit..
takpe..dari kisah2 tersebut kita jadikan la satu pembakar smgt dlm diri :)
hee~doakan sy istiqamah dlm berusaha dan doakan smoga bjaya yer :)

eid mubarak celeb 2008

apabila photoshop menguasai diri :D
setiap gmba ada peace kan..baru perasan jgak..;P

Lots of love
xoxo
deklindotdot

Happy Bestday :)

2009-09-01T00:14:00.006+08:00

1st September 1987

oden!happy birthday :)
da tua da:)

oden's great achievement 2008-2009

from this

to this

finally :)

1)he lose 40 kg in 3 months :) pmbakar semangat saya

2) oden_787 photostream. click me click me

santubong beach :)

Gunung Santubong

Esplanade May 2008
fm left:bang dos, mama, oden

Santubong beach resort

that's all la.. :)
my biggest bday present wud be s simple doa 4 u :) may Allah b wit u in every single thing u do :)

Lots of love :)
xoxo

Kek Lapis Sarawak :)

2009-08-31T02:31:00.008+08:00

Sapa2 nk beli kek lapis Sarawak bolehla menghubungi number di bawah :)

013- 483 8523

Senarai kuih lapis adalah seperti yang berikut:

Gmbar di bawah adalah hasil google. Tapi sama je bntuk and rasa nye :)

1)Kek lapis Evergreen

gmba hiasan :)

2) Kek lapis horlick

3) Kek lapis cheese

4) Kek lapis india (cadbury) (3 inch by 8 inch RM25)

dan beberapa kuih lain seperti

5) Kek lapis masam manis
6)Kek lapis hati pari
7) Kek lapis coklat cheese

Price:
Kecik
3inch by 8 inch
RM13 / RM 20 / RM25
depends on brapa gram

Besar
8inch by 8 inch
RM 35 / RM70 / RM80
Depends on brapa gram

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

2009-08-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

Ada kala tuhan temukan kita dengan seseorang sekejap je..

sebab Dia nak kita belajar untuk menghargai dan bersyukur..

:)

mode: RINDU

2009-08-24T22:15:00.006+08:00

Re: deklindot...dan kawan kawan.. Aiman over! :)

2009-08-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

post ini adalah untuk membalas post ini : deklindot..dan kawan kawan

omg..how i wish too see this everyday:

aiman yang senyum tak berhenti smpai ke telinga...

aiman yang melompat2 tu kalau dia happy...

aiman yang suka makan :) (jarang gila)

aiman yang tak berhenti nyanyi...genre yang selalu bertukar...kadang2 lagu omputih bole je tukar kepada jiwang..n last2 bertukar menjadi nasyid dan yg sewaktu dgnnya...

bukak2 pintu blik konpem aiman tgh main lptop smbil snyum...

aiman yg sediakan sarapan tu...

aiman yg mcm ulat tetiba dijumpai tidur di atas katil anda...

dan kadang2 di kerusi luar...petronas mmg tak ptut sewa satu bilik untuk aiman..haha...

jgan sdih2 lagi o aimaannn...jgn jadi singa.ooo..untuk pngetahuan suma org..muka aiman mrah amaatt menakutkan..deklin smbunyi dlm blik kalo tngok!!! :)

deklin pun tak sbar nk rempit2 dgn aiman lagi..

tak sbar nk nyanyi mcm apa dgn aiman dlm keta..oo lalala

tak sbar nk kene cubit aiman(ok ni tipu je k) skit gila korrtttt

tak sbar nk dgr leter aiman kalau umah bersepah

tak sbar nk tngok aiman melompat2 kalau happy

tak sbar nk goleng2 sama2 atas lantai slpas abes solat..

tak sbar nk turun kelas sama2 pagi2..wpun aiman salu halau deklin soh turun dulu

tak sbar nk tnggu aiman habiskan air sblom makan...

tak sbar blik umah tngok umah sntiasa kemas sbb aiman pntgkan kebersihan..sama la dgn azureen n mera...sori la kuali pnggan mangkuk deklin lmbt basoh!haha..

tak sbar nk dgr aiman ketuk pintu kejut subuh...
deklin deklin tok tok tok...
message dah la! haha

fyi..mera lagi tak berkesan kalau kasi bgun..
*linaaaaa...**try bukak pintu yg berkunci...

hahah

that's how it goes..things cant be the way that we always want..but the randomness of things happened strengthen our friendship..n that's how we care for each n everyone of us in that house :) im glad we're friends, mera aiman n zureen :)

Lots of love from kuching,
xoxo

salam ramadhann :)

2009-08-22T01:33:00.003+08:00

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa kepada semua :)

tnggal 6 jam lagi untuk sampai di kuching!
Bertahan! ^^

16 jam untuk berbuka puasa :D

1 bulan untuk raya :)

Kalau boleh,
malam ni jgak nk jumpa mama n papa...
tapi saya tak mmpu...moga2 bole mimpi diorang nnti...

kalau bole,
saya tknak mama n papa pergi tnggalkan saya,
Allah take me away perhaps...

kalau boleh,
saya nk org d skeliling saya semua gembira...
tapi saya tak dpt mengubah nya

kalau bole,
saya nk je tlong sapa2 yg mintak tlong,
tapi saya ada 2 tngn je...

kalau nak,
boleh je saya gnti jiji untuk presentation dia arini,
tapi saya tak mmpu bercakap dpn khalayak ramai...

kalau nak,
boleh je saya gnti aiman arini untuk test geo 102,
tapi saya blom blajar lagi untuk bnda tu...sorry

kalau nak,
saya bole je drive 8 hours tadi,
tapi mata sy pejam untuk 6 jam..sorry

kalau bole,
saya nk tanggung kesedihan kwn2 saya..
tapi Allah ckp dia kurniakan kesedihan untuk menguji umat2 nya...kita sama2 terima ujianNya k?

kalau bole,
saya bole je ajak najwa tido lama2 kat rumah sy,
tapi saya takut nnti anak org kaya tak biasa tido kat umah sy...

kalau nak,
bole je saya gnti amera time dia cdey2...
supaya sy bole tngok dia snyum 24 jam...

kalau bole,
nk je sy smbunyikan rokok azureen,
supaya dia terlupa nk merokok...

kalau bole,
saya nk je buka puasa ngan farah tiap2 hari,
tapi masa membataskan sgalanya...

kalau bole,
saya nk jadi mcm wanita normal yang lain, kurus, cantik..
tapi itu bkn plihan saya...

kalau bole,
sy nk blik tiap2 hari jumpa kwn2 saya kat kuching,
tapi saya kena blajar dl..nnti kita jmpa tiap2 hari pun bole...

kalau bole,
saya nak syg smua org,
supaya nnti org pun syg kat sy jgak...

kalau bole,
saya taknak terasa kat sapa2 yg skitkan saya,
sbb sy tkut itu akan rosakkan hubungan kami...

kalau bole,
saya nak jaga perasaan semua org,
tapi saya rasa sy da tak mmpu...

Ya Allah, berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambamu Ya Allah.

ni ni gmba blik saya selepas kemas... :) 5717-03

Nite yalls,
Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

s.o.r.r.y

2009-08-19T02:13:00.002+08:00

remember i used to say happy people are happy in their own way...

i let ppl to do whatever they want,
say whatever they need to say,
act whatever they feel like doing,
see whatever they curious to,

n in the end, i'll say, happy people are happy in their own way...
even though sometimes it might hurt me myself...deep inside...
even sometimes i'll try so hard to act like nothing happen,
pretend that I hear nothing,
just to save a small little piece of things called friendship,
just to keep this small little piece,
put it in a box full of thoughts, trust, understanding, memories, laughter, sadness,
Blend it all...
n write on the box, TRUE FRIENDS INSIDE!!!

i just realized that is sooo hard to take care of everyone's feeling...
i'm tired of trying...i think i need a break...
can I?

Talking bout this, there's a story shared by Pakcik aritu:

link dia sini... Kisah Unta, Ayah dan Anak

17August2009

2009-08-18T02:12:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Bapak!!!

Kamek syg bapak..hadiah beli kat kuching k:)

Jgn makan bnyk bnda manis!

Jgn merokok ba...

Jgn bmbg2...

Love love love

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

update la lagi

2009-08-17T00:30:00.003+08:00

homework blom buat..da pukol 1230..time management yg trok kan?

tadi meeting.

takut...

sori tak ckp apa2 da...

cuma jrg tngok org tinggikan suara...

esok kelas pukol 8...

smpai 6.30

bus msti dpt naik pukol 7..

jom puasa esok :)

tak lama lagi ramadhan...

bukak puasa di rumah sndiri adalah bnda yg pling bes...

nak balik..homesick..

2009-08-12T09:07:00.003+08:00

rasa da lama sngt kat miri da..
i miss HOME
FAMILY
especially JOHAN

JOHANNNNNNN :)

i d k : saya tak tau

2009-08-10T01:30:00.005+08:00

bincang strategi ni...

Sports Day 2009
1)badan sakit suma...jarang besukan..solat zohor td pkai kerusi...dahsyat kan?tarik tali lilit tali kat bdan..hampir menang tapi tali telepas...takde rezeki...

2)kaki kena sepak..sakit..kasut kesayangan koyak :(

ada peluang beli kasut baru ^^

3) besukan bnyk..makan pun bnyk...

4) agak sedih...

5) sbnrnya susah nk jaga perasaan semua org...segala silap dan salah minta maaf...

6) kadang2 bila kita jaga perasaan org..bila org tak jaga perasaan kita..kita terima je...kita anggap tu ujian dari Allah SWT

7) Saya tau Allah sdg menguji hubungan saya dgn kawan2 saya...

8) Saya takut org kwn dgn saya sbb nk rapatkan diri dgn besfren saya...

9)Setelah peristiwa itu, saya takut bila org mula rapat dgn saya...terima kasih awk.Saya fhm apa itu dugaan dlm berkawan.

10) Never ever take things for granted.

11) Saya tidak mengamal favouritism.

12)Cdey kan org yang mengamal favouritism. Tapi itu pilihan awk. Happy people are happy in their own way...

13) Sedih bila org yang kita rapat dulu menjauhkan diri. Ada tak? Kalau ada bgtau apa yg silap...

14) Mama n papa ckp deklin bz sngt 2-3 hari ni. Jgn jadi "Jack of all trades, master of none" diorang ckp...haih...

15) Tp diorang stil syg sy :)

16) Tadi ada village sports day. Main street soccer. Dpt no.2 (out of 3 groups.hehe)

17) Esok isnin..jom puasa.

Teringat apa yang disampaikan aritu...

49:13 O mankind! We created you from a single (pair) of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that ye may know each other (not that ye may despise (each other). Verily the most honoured of you in the sight of Allah is (he who is) the most righteous of you. And Allah has full knowledge and is well acquainted (with all things).

aritu ada pakcik tu ckp.ayat ni berkaitan dgn hablumminallah hablumminannas. Dia ckp apa2 masalah sesama manusia adalah problem dgn hubungan kita dgn Allah. Apabila ada something wrong dgn sesama manusia ada something wrong dgn ibadat kita kpd Allah. Bila ada perasaan tak ikhlas dgn sesama manusia tak ikhlas la kita dgn Allah...

takutnyer...

da pukul 2.kelas esok kol 8.tngl 4 jam nk tido.

that's all
Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

happy people are happy in their own way

2009-08-06T11:28:00.002+08:00

1.If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?

**mdm K hihik...

2.What did you do today?

**class 8-9, online quiz, jaga booth..haih..

3.Do you know a secret about your last featured friend that would embarrass them

**shh secretlah...

4.What is one fact about the last person who called you?

**papa loves me :)

5.Last time you were on the phone?

**few mins ago...

6.What's for dinner?

**apa haa?laparr

7.Ever fought with someone older or younger?

**both..:P

8.How many e-mail addresses do you have?

**one..only..

9.Last time you washed your hair?

**this morning...

10.Do you like Oreo's?

**only the black part..:P

11.Can you ice skate?

**tak pernah :(

12.Do you have a brother?

** 3 of em..

13.Do you know how to change a diaper?

**of course..johannnn .:)

14.Do you keep a planner?

**yeah :)

15.What kind of mood are you in?

** ^___^

16.Do you take out the trash?

**yeah

17.What's the best part about being single?

**independent rite?

18.Do you watch "The Hills"?

**NO

19.Who are you thinking of right now?

**family, kuching

20.Wearing any bracelet?

**yep2

21.What are you doing now?

**typing

22.Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?

**zureen n amera :)

23.Who do you trust with your life?

**ma family :)

24.If you could change your name to anything what would it be?

**love my name :)

25.Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?

**depends

26.Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?

**urgent phone calls only

28.What are your parents middle names?`

**apaa haa?

29.Righty or Lefty?

**lefty

30.Favorite juice?

**apple :)

31.Have you had the chicken pox?

**yeahh

32.Have you had a sore throat?

**bila ha?

33.Who knows you the best?

**my mom...

34.Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?

**both :)

35.Last person to see you cry?

**amera zureen
36. People u tag!
** najwa, lil haikal, epah, estella, constant

o happy happy day ^^

2009-08-02T22:03:00.005+08:00

!
first and foremost

Happy birthday Amera Diana Juril (ADJ)

:) u know who
i know who..
haha..stop asking psl sapa dlm my previous post..sapa yg perasan tu sorry jgak.. :)

oh ya, again, im wasting my time by wasting my money today..
i bought
1) cooler pad
2)keyboard protecter
3)pendrive..murah da skrg kan tapi wrna kuning:( i want my PINK pndrive back
4)floor mat
5)brg2 dapur ^^

i saw this in boulevard just now..i want i want i want i want..
i just sent this pic to my mom 20 mins ago...hint hint hint** naakk..tmbah lagi tag latest tu..haih..mengancam!

Lots of love (LOL)
xoxo

15 days before July begins...

2009-07-31T09:30:00.003+08:00

Today is Friday, 31st July 2009...It's approximately a year had passed since i first came to curtin..amazing huh?

1 year! Lots of things happened...there's some moments of happiness and a slight moments of sadness that strike us all at the most unexpected time.what a life kan?

i're received some birthday presents :) thnx semua <3 love love love

As usual, new semester begins, new lifesytle, new timetable for the whole 4 months, new task, new responsible of course, new spirit and not to forget meeting new people is pretty COOL i would say. :)

my timetable...there are so much free time...i remembered some of the seniors told us "Masa Lapang itu adalah jalan kemaksiatan" (this scares me a lot)
i've collected some books, listing and updating my to-do-list everyday...haih..i should have take a break this semester.

oh ya books :) mom once said "reading story book would be the last thing deklin would do on earth" haha... I'm trying ma, well at least i've succumbed to the drag of teenage obsession kan kan...lalala...

as usual after the holidays, i feel there's a huge communication barrier with everyone. applies only to certain people.

Remember i used to say someday i'll just be someone that u used to know. I wish that would never happen. Plz...

People do mistakes at all time. And so do i. I'm sorry. Bring me back to 15 days before June, 2009 ends. I wish that i could freeze the time at that particular moment. I wish i could take those words back, i wish that im not that childish person that i used to be back then, my old self,that's it. I wish that the most stupid things that could ever happen would be the last thing i would do. I wish that i could control my eyes from seeing you everyday. I wish i would not blame myself to fall for someone like you. Much more stupid things i would say.
And because of that, we're completely strangers now.

You cant talk about how closed u used to be before, and how close u're not now...

silly me.gotta go..
Lots of love (LOL)
xoxo

weeyyyy

2009-07-30T20:18:00.001+08:00

weyy... :)
kasut ni bes :)
i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want i want

haha how about my other shoes outside there?haihh...berjimaaatttt

what was that?

2009-07-22T11:45:00.005+08:00

i remember giving this piece of paper to nash during my 1st semester in Curtin.
Just realized one year past just like that.
err..i was just a lil bit childish back then.
lalala..

i dropped by alyssa's page in fb..awww how i miss my 1E3/2E3 class.. :)
miss all of u :)

that's all lah..
Lots of Love(LOL)
xoxo

Curtin Islamic Society 2009

2009-07-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

I would like to welcome everyone to CIS blog..

www.ciscurtin.blogspot.com

thnx mr pres for his hardwork completing this!

Note to self!
It's time to work hard!
mama n papa ckp
CIS jgak,
Study jgn lupa,
They even add "A perfect leader comes with a perfect education, gain ur respect with ur education"
well that make sense..
thnx mom n dad! n InsyaAllah, I will!! :) I love U!

So people! Let us work together!

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

finally... :(

2009-07-18T02:04:00.004+08:00

sigh..i just woke up..n found this...
what a day...
hey everyone, welcome to degree..

Lots of Love,(LOL)
xoxo

PPSMI..i may sounds childish..but this is my experience

2009-07-15T21:30:00.004+08:00

first n foremost..PPSMI had been abolished!FYI, PPSMI stands for Pengajaran Pembelajaran Sains & Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris

APA PANDANGAN ANDA TENTANG PPSMI?
Is it a SOLUTION or a PROBLEM?

seems like most people disagree about this decision...
i've read about comments on FB n other blogs as well.
it's hard to explain this matter. but generally what decent human being would want to make a decision without thinking about it first?

as the first batch of PPSMI, i think this is one of the good approach of increasing the usage of english language.

Some ppl might say:

1) it's good coz it's an international language.get a job soon!pass ur interview.

2) it's much more easier when it comes to university life where everything is taught in English. i x bother to find a dictionary to translate them anymore.

3) good coz i have a good basic in english.

Have u ever think that there is a bunch of people who really suffered from PPSMI?

From my point of view, it's not necessary learning Maths N Science in english. I don't really think that learning Maths n Science really helps in improving english. This is because Maths n Science are both technical subject and English is a language.

For me language is all about communicating.

Communication it's all what it takes!

As we can see nowadays, especially in primary school, even the teachers themselves not really confident in teaching Maths n Science in english..no offense but this is it. What more to say to improve English among the student?

I was a teacher for a month.(Guru Sandaran Tidak Terlatih) I was a private year 6 tutor. I've seen enough how this children suffer from learning Maths n Science in english. Sometimes i think that it is not helping in terms of using the terms especially in Science that is seldom used in our daily conversation.
e.g.
Chemically inert(lengai secara kimia) wth?

we are not improving English in any way!!!

Other example, what do u expect from a 7 year old kid to study a whole new thing in a whole new language..??
maybe for some of us that actually have that basic in english..a good basic..a realllll good basic..untung la kan?

How about those yang tak fhm..their main language at home is Malay. Their parents doesnt have a good exposure about this matter?

As a result, students who are actually very bright will not be able to even grasp the basic but fundamental concepts of M&S because they are unable to understand English well.

Apart of failing English, they fail their maths n science too.
(worry bout entering University later?u've got the basic in Malay.insyaAllah..OK!)
If they doesnt have a good basic..what more to say entering university later.

That's why, the government comes to another approach, increasing 70% of english classes, 8000 more english teacher. TESL digalakkan. Elaun diberi. bla bla n bla..

i may sounds childish.but i've learnt this from my experience.i've taught a year 3 student.
Some of them doesnt even know what is Table, Door, Chair...
some of them do know about that..n leaving those who dont understand behind.

Think bout this.
Lots of Love
xoxo

^^

2009-07-13T22:14:00.001+08:00

My boyfriend used to ask his mother,

'How can I find the right woman for me?'

and she would answer,

'Don't worry about finding the right woman

concentrate on becoming the right man.

i was browsing "love quotes" n end up laughing at this..:)

yay new tudung ^^

2009-07-13T13:12:00.005+08:00

got a new tudung sng pkai..no need pkai brooch since i always misplaced them.. :) haha

tada..agak over pattern nya..tapi sweet..hanya bole dguna dgn baju itam..baru ngam.. :)

there are only 2 weeks left until the end of my holiday sdeynya....
oh ya rindu kwn2 suma :)
this for u :)

tagged by Najwa:)

2009-07-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
let bygone be bygone:)

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
sway-the perishers :)

3. Mungkin saya patut:
pegi klinik..tkut HIN1

4. Saya suka :
makan..mcm mana?

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
tahu saya syg mereka:)

6.Saya tak faham :
salt n buffer smpai skrg..

7.Saya kehilangan :
buku akaun sy..mana letak ah?

8.Ramai yang berkata :
awk gmok..tu la membakar smgt saya skrg..haha

9.Makna nama saya :
Cahaya Harapan...harapan mama n papa:)

10.Cinta itu adalah:
indah..:)

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
masak untuk saya..mama kat dapur:)

12.Saya akan cuba :
untuk diet smpai saya jadi wanita normal..

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Allah S.W.T

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
warna itam..

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
saya snyum..

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
apa ah..ntah..

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
bnyk org..jom balik..

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
kucing saya sendiri...^___^

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
dulu2..time saya 6 tahun..underweight time tu..hikhik

20.Hari ini :
hAri ahad..maybe blik kmpung..

21.Malam ini saya akan :
tido awl..

22.Esok pula saya akan :
menjadi surirumah lagi...

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
abiskan survey ni..pnjg sngt..

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
besarnyer..

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
both:) .

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
barat..:)

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
mana2 je ok..

28.Makanan segera adalah :
menggemukkan...

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
ba3...

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
sapa2 la..:)

it's my birthday 030709:)

2009-07-03T22:31:00.007+08:00

thnx to all that remember my bday...tharu la wey:) love u!:)
kwn2 g sini... www.faranomics.wordpress.com !!! xoxo

thnx to family members:) mama papa abg boy abg dos oden kakak ipar! love u!

thnx msg(s) birthday dari kol 12 mlm :) sy da tido time tu:) haha..thnx ada yg cal:)

thnx to those yg bercuti d sbah snggup cal:) my batch:P

hadiah?tnggu mama papa ckp:P ntah smpai bila kan nk tnggu?heheh

tkpela..kalo ado ado takdo tu takdo la..

nway..dinner for my bday was postponed!tmorow...ujan lebat sngt mlm ni..haih!~

oh ya..last thursday:) me Hazirah,Azah,Faiz(diorang je lagi tnggal kat Kuching time nih) decided to watch ice age..

- tapi nk g mkn dl...

- we sttled down at Planet Sambal(sounds soo weird kan) but sooo nice..background all pink..from chair, lamp, flower, suma la pink!:)

-then i ordered nasi ayam penyet(lalapan)bolee laaaa...ala kedai baru...thnx azah blanja!:)

-then faiz said phone dia left in the car..so..dia n hazirah p la amik...

- suddenly..they entered the restaurant back dgn cake!

-ala..tharu giler dowh(Zureen, 2009)

- Black Forest Cheese Cake, from Grand Margherita Hotel(Najwa,2009)saja je ckp najwa suke tunjuk! ahahhaah..babe chill!

-jap2 nah gmba...

Cake serious sedap!

:) KAMI

faiz hazirah n me:)

cake sdp!:)

da separuh:)

kedai siyes comel!

org pun comel:)) hahah

cake ada prune di atas:)

:)

oh ya terjumpa izzan di stop n break St.Mary..smntara menunggu kwn2 beli cake surprise.

Nway thnx sngt2...kepada semua..
bak kata SUM a year older, a year wiser, a year slimmer..hahah..
n tak kurang dgn ucapan pnjg umur murah rezeki..AMIN!:)

Doakan saya berjaya di dunia dan akhirat..:)
AMIN!:)

dan jadi seorang AHLI KAJI BUMI yang BERJAYA!:)

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

HolidayY~~

2009-06-30T13:27:00.007+08:00

yeah it's holiday:)

well it started like 5 days already..but i just manage to update it now:) teehee~ i guess there's quite a lot of things happend in this few days:)

1) rite after my c++ exam which ended exactly 2.15p.m. 25th June 2009, i went to town with dhimas the driver..syafiq n kak jiji:) we bought some groceries mo msak2 ba:) it was fun!like TOTALLY! syafiq n islah incharge dgn rice..dhimas fried chicken..kak jiji tomyam..n me ayam black pepper n caramel:) kak hil helped a lot during the preparation of food..THANK YOU SEMUA~!!! n aju for the car..did i miss any of you? remind me eh.. :) n our dinner was joined by me, kak jiji, kak aisyah, wani, huzai, joe, gapam, islah, dhimas, syafiq n mamat...ada yg lupa tak? no rite? k let's proceed... after that..we went to malik's house main rock band!best gila!!!...mom!hint**hint** ^__^ tp tak smpai sejam da tido da..tak tahan..i was sooo tired..plus i studied c++ until 4 a.m. coz i don exactly get the point why am i studying that subject..n i just forced myself..to pass the unit at least:) insyaAllah.. n so i fall asleep...

2) friday 26th june
-i went to town..with kak jiji kak aisyah n najwa..i was dragged into stage by kak jiji...kak jiji minat gila barang2 mcmni..nnti amik gmba kasi korang suma tngok:) hahahah I bought eyeliner jgak..RM45 for 2..buy one free one ba:) best best

- then, we went to the cinema..apa lagi..transformers! i fall asleep...don blame me..tapi cita tu mmg boring!haahhaa..time tu ada wani, fahmi ibrahim, miqdad, n islah jgak..

- i went to the airport hantar maharaja syafiq...together with kash nina and wani..

-i tot of going to the funfair..but i just cant dragged all of them to follow my decision so i suggest all of us go to sajian warisan n MAKAN! woah we had sate, tomyam, nasi goreng, kue tiaw...n etc etc etc.. ada kak jiji kak aisyah najwa kash nina wani n me:) THANKS NAJWA sbb blanja:)

- last2 pegi jgak funfair:) haha.. yet..still worried of letting kash drove the car..sigh...

- n so i was tired...

-went back mandi online jap..

-sleep**

3) 27 th june 2009
- yeay blik kuching..flight at 2000..:)

-lunch yang terakhir dgn yinnxi..selamat maju jaya:) lunch joined by brenda dhimas yinnxi n me:)

- sama flight dgn nazri tq pakcik nazri sbb hanta!:)xoxo

- settled down in kuching..rest at home..there's no other place better thn this:)

- cant join hafiz yaqin abg n nazri for dinner...sigh...da lmbt sngt..

4) 28th June 2009
- yeah..abg yaqin hafiz n nazri..went to pick me up at taman sukma:)

- we went to jong's crocodile farm..but we x manage to see the crocodile show..yang dia terbang2 amik mkanan tu:( but we still enjoying it:)

yeah best:)

bujang sudin d blkng

banyak kan..euw

the crocodile was just 1 m below us..kalo bridge tu patah..err phm2 la

- then we went solat kat masjid d samarahan tu...

- then cari ayam...untuk diorang BBQ kat pulau satang..mom tak bg pulau satang cdey kan...sigh..

- we end up our activity mkn kat pizza hut..slurrp..mkn bnyk gila..bila nk kurus wey~:(

-mom call soh blik...then abes mkn blik..n tido:)

5) 29th june 2009
- they cancelled their plan to pulau satang..diorang ckp safety first..:) hujan ba..

-they still want to proceed their BBQ so i suggest all of us go to Santubong..i brought along my bestfriend azah..n her cousin..:) haha..

-despite of the rain.. we..
yea...while waiting them to set up the BBQ set..

azah n I stroll along the beach:)
-blom smpat mkn mama pgl soh blik:( huwaaaaaaa di hati ini hanya tuhan je yang tahu..:(

-tp diorang baik hantar mknan yng da msak kat umah pstu:) haha sodap..sapa buat ayam wey~
siyes sodap...

6)today
-Yaqin n hafiz balik..thanks for the memories:)

-looking forward for tmorrow activities..sleepover at azah's pillow talk n wayang..
teehee~

Lots Of Love(LOL)
xoxo

with love, DOT

2009-06-17T21:48:00.004+08:00

alaaaa...kwn2 lain suma cuti..yet im dying over here..exam punya psl..cis..
jz now..saja2 nk bukak facebook n i saw this..ppl tagged me.!:( cdeynyaaaaa
alaa.i miss u too.. :( waaa... btw..kwn2 kat kuching pgl sy DOT.

knapa mkanan seringkali dikaitkan dgn saya..?erm..tahniah la wey~

nway serius nk sngt2 blik kuching..harap2 la bole mimpi blik kuching mlm ni.. ^__^
k k blaja2..doakan sy kwn2:)

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

i hate it when i realised that i love doing something that is totally wrong

2009-06-14T11:18:00.003+08:00

haih~
kdg2 kita tau bnda tu salah tp kita still gak nk buat...knapa ah?

kdg2 kita smbunyi bnda ni dari manusia walhal Allah nmpak n tahu apa kita buat..knapa ah?

kdg2 kita mmg da ada ilmu dlm sesuatu tu...tapi kita tak beramal pun dgn ilmu itu...knapa ah?

kdg2 kita tau nk tegur org tapi diri sndiri tak tertegur pun..knapa ah?

kdg2 kita benci tgok org buat salah..tp dr sndiri pun buat jga...knapa ah?

mmg fitrah manusia mcm ni ke:(

bak kata Mr.T...knapa kalau kita buat sesuatu yg kita tau salah..bila kita renung blik..kita rasa bersalah sngt2..sbb mmg da tu fitrah manusia...hati kita mmg suci..tapi kita sndiri yg rosakkannya..

erm..tgh menjaga hati..treatment in progress...

Lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

fuh~

2009-06-13T08:41:00.004+08:00

current mode: Krisis hati dan iman:( n sedang memelihara hati..treatment in progress..sigh

last night aiman n I decided to spent our time studying at NSA but both of us ended up sleeping there.Congrats la wey~i did study maths..tp err..okay let's move on..there's quite a number of ppl there last night..yaqin mamat syafiq dhimas(msok jgak ar) me aiman..n got 2-3 ppl yang blik awl..mamat n yaqin blik..jadi tnggal la ktorang bertiga...yg BELAJAR!haha..tp smpat gak main2 coz dah pasrah nk amik geology nnti kan..jd ktorang lukis nih:)

bosannyer psl.."Saya nk jadi ahli kaji bumi:)"actually no idea about geology!

Syafiq went back at 6.30 a.m. n left aiman n deklin there waiting for the 7.15 bus..unfrtunately we heard wrongly that the bus will b late so we decided to walk back..tahniah la dgn laptop yang berat...n we are almost half way back to village..the bus came n save the day:)weee~
pstu singgah kat ctr mkn2..smbil mengira duit..coz atm machine takpat kuarkan duit..skali lagi tahniah kpd dr sndiri..:) n skrg..masa untuk tido:)

oh ya..ptg smlm langit indah sngt:)subhanallah:)

alhamdulillah this week da abes suma kerja..n this is my c++ group:) tq korang..u guys helped me a lot..n skrg..study mode weh.insyaAllah:)

Lots Of Love(LOL)
xoxo

mom's burpday:)

2009-06-12T12:51:00.003+08:00

11th June 2009
12.00a.m.
i called my mom..time tu kat kdai burger. Tahniah la kena leter^___^

yesterday the connection kat nsa was a lil bit *mengong(org tu ajar)hahah..tah papa..so i am unable to post this

Mom Happy Birthday...!^___^ 11th June 1960ni gmba time raya aritu..:) muka mom mmg anak cina kan..
Name: Chai Pek Choo @
Nafisah Binti Bolhassan @ Chai Jun Yong
tapi dalam sijil kelahiran jadi.. Pichut @ Nafisah Binti Bolhassan je..mom ckp dia plih sndiri nama tu..mom..tu nama org tuaa!:)haha..mom told me that they faced some problems time nk apply apa2 jadi diorang pegi mohon tukar race jadi malay..jadi dlm sjil kelahiran my mom..race:malay..i jz x understand..cmna bole jd cmtu ah?sng2 je org dulu2..haha meleter plak...
nway...
mom happy birthday~:) sayang mama..muah2 :P

Lot of love(LOL)
xoxo

dedicated to no one but to whom it may concern:) dan diri sy sndiri:)

2009-06-10T22:14:00.002+08:00

beberapa bulan yg lpas..time ada majlis apa ntah..kwn bg article ni:) saya hayati smpai skrg..skrg sy nk share jgak dgn kwn2 sy:) awk..baca eh

Bersederhana Itu Kekayaan Yang Nyata

"Mereka yang bersifat kesederhanaan dalam semua hal tidak akan menjadi miskin..." j

Jika perlu MARAH, marahlah..tetapi usah terlupa dengan perkataan SABAR .

Jika perlu MENANGIS, menangislah. .tetapi usah terlupa dengan perkataan TENANG .

Jika perlu PATUH, patuhlah..tetapi jangan sampai hilang KEMERDEKAAN .

Jika mahu MISKIN, miskinlah.. tetapi jangan terlalu miskin, nanti mudah menjadi KUFUR .

Jika mahu KAYA, kayalah.. tetapi jangan terlalu kaya sampai terlupa perkataan SEDEKAH .

Jika mahu menjadi WARAK, lakukanlah ibadah sebanyak-banyaknya tetapi jangan terlupa keperluan DUNIA .

Kalau mahu sebuah KERETA MEWAH, belilah.. selagi mampu dan menepati keperluan SEMASA .

Kalau mahu 2 BUAH RUMAH, belilah.. asalkan jangan sampai tak tahu perkataan PUAS .

Kalau mahu MENIMBUN HARTA, bekerja-keraslah. . asalkan jangan sampai terlupa BERIBADAH .

Kalau mahu BERHIBUR, berhiburlah. . asal tidak sakan dan MENYALAHI SYARIAT .

Kalau mahu memPERKATAKAN HAL ORANG, berkatalah.. asalkan jangan sampai MENGUMPAT .

Kalau mahu CEMBURU dengan kejayaan orang, cemburulah.. asalkan anda pun BERUSAHA KUAT sepertinya .

Hidup sederhana akan memastikan anda tidak akan miskin selama-lamanya. .

Bersederhanalah...dalam segala hal adalah titik kejayaan dalam semua perkara..

Orang yang terlalu pandai kadanag-kadang apabila bodoh.. terus sasau.
Orang yang terlalu kuat..kadang- kadang apabila lemah terus tidak berdaya..
Binalah harta sebanyak-banyaknya tetapi jangan sampai anda menjadi hamba kepada harta .
Binalah ibadah banyak-banyak, tetapi jangan sampai terlupa soal-soal dunia .

Binalah kedudukan ditengah manusia, tetapi jangan sampai hilang kepercayaan orang dan tercalar maruah diri .

Bukanlah seorang yang baik kalau beribadah sepanjang masa sedangkan untuk makan dan minumnya terpaksa meminta-minta. Seeloknya-eloknya. . bersederhanalah dalam beribadah lantaran bekerja itu pun ibadah, membuang halangan dijalanan juga ibadah, menasihati orang juga ibadah .

Orang yang bersederhana sentiasa terpandang dimata dunia. Dia tidak akan hina oleh kemelaratan dan tidak terlalu tersohor oleh kepopularitian. Dia terpandang sepanjang masa baik oleh orang yang hina mahupun orang yang mulia. Berkuasanya bersederhana bagaikan pakaian yang menjadi penebat pada rasa dingin dan panas yang membakar.

Sayidina Ali r.a. berkata, "Berkhairatlah mengikut kemampuan dan janganlah menjadi keluargamu hina dalam kemiskinan.. "

Hendaklah bersedekah, jangan sampai jatuh miskin, menyimpan harta jangan sampai digelar Si Bakhil, beribadahlah jangan sampai semakin jahil..

Kata Sayidina Ali r.a. lagi, "Insan tidak akan melihat kesalahan seseorang yang bersifat tawaduk dan lemah lembut.."

Tawaduk dan lemah lembut adalah kesederhanaan yang nyata, membangkitkan kasih sayang dan menumbuhkan cinta tulus. Jika anda impikan penghormatan manusia, maka bersederhanalah dalam berbicara, berbatas-batas tatkala bergurau-senda dan menyimpan sebahagian kesukaan ketika terlalu gembira.

Bersederhanalah. .. adalah jawapan kepada segala-galanya

tomorrow...err

2009-06-10T15:01:00.003+08:00

ECS presentation tmorrow..waaa..im done with my c plus plus today..urgh..it's totally driving me crazy..tapi alhamdulillah la da lepas:)hhohoho..

oh ya~ECS presentation topic..Attitude vs. Altitude..thnx firdaus:)

im all alone now..where's aiman mera n zureen.. :(

buat laundry..wapa mggu da..^___^ pompuaannnnn

n so i was tired..nk tido..

zzzzz..

eh2 lupak..

setelah sekian lama..baru dpt nk ckp tq..

zureen tq sbb bg tdung sng pkai ini:)

n najwa..tq sbb bg tdung sng pkai jgak:)

that's all
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

random thoughts yg merepek:)hahah

2009-06-07T00:32:00.006+08:00

lama gila x update blog..nway.

assalamualaikum n hye peeps:)
selamat study.. all d best in ur final exam..
^_______^ syg kamooo suma

this post is random:)
1) Happy bday firdaus julaihi:) syg kamu...7 taun da^____^ suma bday mek xlpak pun..

2) it's 1240 a.m. yet im still awake..

3) tmrow got c++ meeting..monday got viva..let's finish this! 30 marks..

4) thursday: Individual presentation worth 40 marks for final..crazy rite?hish

5) i miss my family :( feel like going back...erm

6) i wasted my day by wasting my money: makan makan makan..sugarbun secret recipe and big apple today..sigh..mkn bnyk..apa ka yg difikirkan..

7) tgamam slpas trbca satu bnda yg benar..."kdg2 kita rasa tak smpat nk baca ni tak dpt nk buat ni tak dpt nk buat walhal tak pernah berusaha n nak mencoba pun(ubah cket).."

8) org itu: awk garang, tp pada masa yg sama tetiba snyum plak..pstu snyp pstu gelak pstu tak layan org(tau la dgr lagu) pstu buat tgn baling2 bnda invisible..pegi kira2 bintang2..ish3..kdg2 jmpa mcm tak knal plak..kdg2 mcm da 10 taun da knal..kdg2 awk ckp terasa jgak..tkut dgr jwpn awk..tkut awk jd godzilla..sblom jwb awk blik sy kena fkir satu persatu apa nk dckp..haha believe me..bnyk lagi ar..tp sy tau hakikatnya awk baik..sy pujiii nii..nk cendol..:P

9) sy kena study..bnyk bnda sy tak tau..najwa tau suma sy kena jd mcm dia..

10) sy sorang je ke yg maseh blom tido?waaaa

11)dlm blik amera..blom biasa tidur sorang..tp sy sdg mencuba..mlm tadi da tido sorang..tapi aiman tman kjap smpai telelap..pstu sy bgn pagi aiman ilang da

12) soon i'll just be someone that u used to know:( tlong la jgn..

13)nk tulis apa

14) sy pnah tersilap kira bila tulis2 number ni

15) sy ada habit kira2 brg..tp bila da tersedar sy tak kira da..haha

16)having a serious probs wit numbers..sy cpat ingt..tp bila formula susah plak sy nk ingt..:(

17) sy nk jubah:)kalau ada size...jeles dgn najwa.dia bole beli bnyk2..

18)sperti dlm post aiman n zureen alya..sy pun sronok dpt jemaah sama2..me mera aiman zureen..sbb tu pindah umah korang:) sayang kamu suma..

19) da nombor 19 da...

20) bila pindah rumah i just realize that there are too many unnecessary things la..i got 7 handbags..2 bagpack..kasut got 7 pairs include those black n white heals..n a pair of sandals..jrg abes guna...sigh

21) my socks tngl brapa pair lagi..aritu ada 13 pairs..

22) saya nak bnyk bnda..:(

nk cardigan ni..tp mum tak kasi:(

nk main ngan budak2 ni..:)

nk post gmba Alumni 1996 haha:P

eyy da da merepek..
lots of love..
xoxo:)

u there?

2009-05-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

Jika benar cinta itu sejati
Maka berbaiklah ia
Jika benar-benar suci
Ia akan datang dengan sendirinya
Tapi jika ia pergi dan tidak kunjung lagi
Maka anggaplah cinta itu tidak wujud
Dari awal lagi..

awk...

2009-05-20T19:18:00.005+08:00

im so sorry..things are totally out of my control..
For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness..
i can't even said a word or else i will burst into tears..
i'm sorry for the mistakes that i've done..

for all the words that might hurt u..
for all the thoughts that might annoyed u..
n for all the task that might burdened u..
i'm so sorry..

pS:got something to tell u..

yes you!

2009-05-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

dear you...
thnx for spending ur time with me today..
well at least that's our first time spending time together for at least an hour kan..
i always said..can u come here for five minutes at least..
well..im more than happy already:)
except that i x get to eat ur cooking yet..
nex time perhaps:)

dear you..get well soon:)
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

random thoughts..

2009-05-18T10:33:00.007+08:00

H.E.C.T.I.C

the week just started..tp escape class for today..my first Lecture Physics..the first and the last ponteng this class:) hoho..

this week:
1)Islamic Studies (Individual Assignment)22nd May
2)Islamic Studies(Group Assignment)20th May
3)Phy lab report
4)Chemistry lab notebook
5)Impromtu speech
6)AGM
7)Slides presentation for ecs
8)E-fact homestay program..

i..err..i just...zzzz

oh ya i found this:) i miss my previous phone..rosak suda:(

bunga ni cantik..blkng cafe

lake..gmba senget..sigh

n today..dpt wish belated teacher's day..br tringt..:)hahah..well a 9-years old student..wat do u expect la kan?i miss being a teacher in Sekolah Kebangsaan Gita..love ya..xoxo

the class was totally out of control..

kids=love:)
LOts of love(LOL)
xoxo

Happy Teacher's Day..

2009-05-16T00:17:00.006+08:00

ucapan ini saya dedikasikan kepada semua warga2 pendidik...
dgn lafaz semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati perjuangan cikgu-cikgu..

special for my mom n dad:)

mom dad...happy teacher's day..muah2...
u've been the greatest among the greatest...

xda papa mo bagi..

mak..cikgu bm..bapak cikgu bi...
anak2..language lintang pukang..(ayat my mom n my dad salu ckp)
hohoh..

lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

are we?

2009-05-09T22:06:00.008+08:00

ever think what had happened in the past?how many people u met each day?how many people you greet each day? how many friends u made each day?n how many would rather stay with you..n how many would prefer to leave?
stay as u may n leave as u please...

ever think how u spent each day with that particular person and now you are ignoring each other..perhaps smiling to each other politely?the awkward feeling is on the top isnt it? remembering those good old days...i just sigh...can we not grow apart?(Zureen 2009)
We used to chit chat till dawn...sharing each other problems...etc. Here, in Miri i've met soo many friends..but the thing is?are we really friends?i hope so...
are we friends..only on the phone?
are we friends..only on the net,facebook,etc...
are we friends..only in campus?
are we friends..only in dreams?

are we actually pretending to be friends because it would be inconvenient not to..?

i miss those days :( can someone bring me back to that time? where we used to study with each other?laugh till we had to cry...unaccepted jokes..i remember when we had this running joke n we kept on repeating it..(zureen aiman jiha mera) n last smester bermati matian buat assignment kat ICT lab...spending time in NSA for our final exam..smpai kol 5 pagi..sharing each other knowledge?went to town together?sepak each other...weird ways of greetings..janji jumpa kat dpn surau..kat cafe smstinya jadi satu pilihan untuk berinteraksi antara satu sama lain.. .reserve tmpat dlm bas...lari2 kejar bas(wpun slow k)n lots n lots of them...

n now things happend in such a way..but with different people..time mcm ni..ppl from the past jumpa2 mcm strangers..we smiled at each other..say hi..jgak..sometimes tanya apa khabar jgak..how's life lately..kadang2 lepak2 jgak p mkn sama2...mseh gelak2 jgak..but that's it..padahal..dl bkn main lagi..im not talking about one person here..but ppl that appear in my past but not the present...and skrg ppl yang dl takla rapat sngt..dl hi mcmtu jer..mmg a total stranger la..mmg cam..nak ke dia kwn dgn saya?gaya bkn main anak org kaya nih(najwa obviously you!)tp skrg rpat la jgak(cam tak ikhlas je kan)hahah tapi tapi ..saya syukur sngt2:)ahahhah...n golongan2 yang dl nyer saya tak pnah ckp tapi rupanya baik gler..u noe hu u r=)

my point is u cant talk about how closed you used to be...and how closed you're not now..n sometimes you feel everything you say gonna make things worse,perhaps it will be 10 times more awkward.so there it goes in ur conversation..err oh urm..ek eh..hoho..hihi..ba2..k la k la..dan yang sewaktu dgnnya..sigh

people come people leave..
but please don't be my history..be my present..n my future:)

babe..oopss ukhti...
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo

n gamba penuh ikhlas dari saya yang sdg buat tutorial...
=)hahaha

11 jam di miri:(

2009-05-02T18:44:00.002+08:00

sayang aiman!!!dia jujur sngt^_____^

btw...tpat 11 jam berada di miri..disebabkan jerebu..muka sy allergic mcm ape da...:(

tlongg!!!..merah2..suda!!!tlong la pakcik pakcik makcik makcik d hadapan village tlong jgn buat pembakaran terbuka..

References:

Aiman(dia punya post mcm ni)hihi

rabu

2009-04-29T23:26:00.001+08:00

sum just save the day:)

dear you..

2009-04-29T12:25:00.001+08:00

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you!

okay..
xoxo

:)

2009-04-28T16:03:00.010+08:00

27th April two-0-0-nine

8.00 a.m.
sent papa to work..
fetch siti sumaiyah at her mom's office:)i got my driving license already ba:)sng mo jln2.weee~

8.30a.m.
pegi breakfast..i ordered sup wantan for my bfast..sigh..oo plz i don want to gain weight:(
soom ordered wantan noodle but she refused to eat the noodle..should order sup wantan only..cost you 50cent cheaper:)hehe..no pic taken..:(soo sad

9.00a.m
still eating....nyums2

9.30a.m
fetch pieqa and ain at pieqa's crib..while waiting for ain..snap2..:)

pieqa's trivolli garden:)

ada banner Afundi Hafiz..so apalagi AFUNDI HAFIZ dan hantar ke 32999:)okay?

10.00a.m
suma finally arrived..:)so vrooommm to kolej datu patinggi abg hajiabdillah:)my previous school:)

i saw this:)haha my name:)elele..

gmba dkat dpn dewan!!!

dpn skolah baa:)
bukan ptutnya no smoking?errwaaa:P

1200p.m.
then..mekrang suma pegi DAMAI BEACH RESORT..sneak in..illegally..swimming punya pasal!!!

soom..piqa n ain:)

melompat tak jd:P
saya..:)
indah!:)

eeee

:)

n so we were tired:P

3.00p.m.
swimming..:)

4.55p.m.
stop swimming:( the lifeguard on duty said"it's 5 p.m already"cis..
the story was like this:

Guard: wat's ur room no.?
Me:we're juz checked out..
Guard:so wat r u doing?
Me: Swimming?
Guard: No no u cant coz u checked out already
Me: but our parents still here
Guard:No no no
Me: can u plz give us an hour more?we're the customer?
Guard: (silent)okay but leave before 5..(r u the manager or something?)
Me:okay..whatever u want:D

n so i lied...im so sorry

5.30p.m
so we have to walk back to my car..steep giler dowh(Azureen 2009) citation bah

penat korrrrttt

soom ovveerrr

:)
gmba poolside:)

dan bnyk lagi:)

6.10p.m.
baru solat asar..pegi Masjid Jamek..petrajaya there:)indah sangat:)

that's it:)
we're back safely:)alhamdulillah

Lots of love..
xoxo

JOHAN = LOVE

2009-04-26T16:49:00.006+08:00

pictures worth a thousand words:)

enjoyy

Date: 25 April 2009
Day: Saturday
Time: 12-3p.m.
Venue: Dos's Studio:)

homesick:(

2009-04-21T21:30:00.011+08:00

saya rindu mereka...:(

papa mama!!!
abg n kakak ipar
bang dos..err..tak btol!!!haha

bang den!!!!baby n miming!!!
n this last pic..siyes bukak2 blik frenster tetiba nmpak ni..syok plak tngok me kat sini..

the camera just love me:) suka this pic:)
gmba zaman skolah..saya rindu zaman sekolah dl:)

that's all for now:)
lots of love(LOL)
xoxo